30 December 2012
When I fall down I struggle to get back up,
I plea longingly for a bit more luck.
I'm not very sociable and I struggle to make friends,
So I just sit back and let life take me around many bends.
I know I need to be stronger and have more courage,
But I'm not confident on my personality or image.
I see myself totally different to other girls,
Bigger, uglier and not so many frills.
I stand around in my jeans,
Looking for that someone who will eventually give me my dreams.
But until then I'm just plain me,
Nothing special so help me please.
I don't have a gap between the leg,
Short dresses- you wouldn't see me in one even when I'm dead.
I can't eat a burger without putting on weight,
That is something I really hate.
All these girls standing around eating crap,
And they don't put anything on even if they eat a bacon bap.
I am a decent size not too small or too big,
But skinny is what all the guys dig.
I don't know what to do because if I change I'll lose me,
Should I stay as I am- someone help me- please?
Help Me Please? • Opuss № I