15 July 2012
I feel cracks in the foundation,
I don't know where I stand anymore
My feelings are in turmoil
Pushed to the limit
Like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff
The slightest movement and I'll fall in.
I'm on a seismic plate
The slightest movement can cause an earthquake.
You keep saying we are fine
But when was the last time you made time?
Made the effort to keep me in your life
When supposedly you want me as your wife?
Is it because you can't get over my mistakes
Or am I just not worthy of your attention.
Either way I'm tired of this tension
Tired of calling just so you tell me you have to go
Tired of knowing you won't keep in touch unless I do so
Tired of fighting for a place in your life
Tired of pretending everything is fine.
And as exhaustion takes over my life
I know that because of you I'm tired of trying.
Tired Of Trying • Opuss № I