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renagade146

When there is nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire.

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renagade146
2013-02-16T16:01:41

Advice Needed

Ok, real life right now. Help/Advice please. I've got a best friend at the minute who I've known since September and the start of college, which was a big new start for me.

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renagade146
2013-02-16T15:34:20

Baby

I hold you in my arms With your soft delicate flesh, warm and tender, Fluttering breath. Each passing moment ebbing away from brand new I imagine your life when in the future too.

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renagade146
2013-02-03T13:04:36

Thanks To The Strangers

To those who wear the biggest smile... Laugh the loudest Dance the longest Thank you for being ok Or pretending to be ok at least.

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renagade146
2013-02-03T12:03:21

Tides

Deadly kisses hard upon my lips and Passion breaks like waves against my hips. Calling so sweetly like a siren from the shore, Do you recall when love was just a chore.

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renagade146
2013-01-07T02:02:05

Little

I'll flirt a little Fight my case You're not going to win my heart I'll fight a little Tell some lies We're drifting farther apart I'll run a little To get away We both need a fresh start.

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renagade146
2012-10-09T01:55:16

Too Late

I'm a self confessed anti hero of love. A realist of the heart. An organ that pumps blood all day, to me has no finer art. I've never pledged an "I love you", in the closing minutes of the day.

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renagade146
2012-09-30T11:16:45

Pleasure

"FASTER. HARDER!" she moans with pleasure. His full body getting into it, pressing down his torso as the rhythm picks up speed. Every surface is sticky now, the sheets absorbing sweat.

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renagade146
2012-09-30T10:48:02

I Am The Darkness

Cracks of moonlight illuminating bruised skin and flesh so polluted it's cast in hues of purple and grey. In the nighttime there's not a whisper. Only silence fills this house.

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renagade146
2012-09-30T10:34:42

It's Been So Long

It's been so long. Since I've heard a single sound. My baby's gone. And I can't figure it out. All of the heartache and the late night confessions. I miss you dearly. And I hate you with a passion.

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renagade146
2012-08-16T03:19:17

ID

All our lives we ask questions; Who am I What should I be doing And why do all bad things happen to me. I try to be positive I swear, I really do.

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renagade146
2012-08-07T02:13:37

A Dark Teacher

#nightdwellers All my life I've been plagued by this sadness. A constantly ebbing feeling of a lacking or inferiority.

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renagade146
2012-07-27T10:16:49

Celestial

I'll be outside when I remember you, Blowing kisses at the Milky Way. I'll be standing on top of houses and scaling branches until I see night transform to day.

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renagade146
2012-07-24T13:34:02

Purge

Bring on the violins Because I've seen the violence. Bring out the your living dead I know what's in your head. Don't let the world see the weakness. Just keep on collecting up the pieces.

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renagade146
2012-07-23T02:44:05

Drift

I pull my body close to yours but feel nothing. Not warmth or repulsion. And I being to question the true beating of your heart. Was it an allusion.

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renagade146
2012-07-23T00:18:20

Judge My Love

I have a private confession, A certain secret to say The kind of revelation That might take your breath away.

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renagade146
2012-07-17T00:43:33

The Wanderers

Closer it creeps This feeling that never sleeps. It's bundled up within Burning beneath the skin.

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renagade146
2012-07-11T12:33:46

Stay...

Take me somewhere far from here & show me I'm not alone. Purge my sorrows & all my fears that have of late been grown.

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renagade146
2012-07-05T02:29:14

Feline Found

/\____/\ /~. 0.||0. ~\ |~ Y ~| \_______/ ******•***** Hello there my tame tiger. What do we have hear. Why it's only a lost fuzzy creature Whose meows have grown quite clear.

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renagade146
2012-07-04T02:34:38

Opuss Hospital

Stay close and take my hand, I will show you the promised land, Where trees may shelter you from the sorrows, We will live to see happier tomorrows...

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renagade146
2012-07-04T02:23:33

Lost

Somewhere along the way I lost many things I should have been more careful with...

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renagade146
2012-06-30T02:11:54

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like... I can not run any faster Or Live up to everyone else's expectations. I feel as though...

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renagade146
2012-06-28T02:22:04

The Past

Occasionally I dream of that perfect night... Of you brandishing that bottle of complimentary champagne...

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renagade146
2012-06-21T10:08:50

Emotion

Bring on the chaos and bring on the song, You pushed me down deep in your soul for too long..

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renagade146
2012-06-20T11:12:58

Inspired Escape

Hey Opussians. It's been far too long for us to be apart but my exams are over and I'm ready to start writing again. So here it goes... Do you want to elope tonight. Get lost amongst the shadows....

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renagade146
2012-06-10T14:15:11

Thank You Opussians

Some days Mr Opuss feed is bleak and empty, Other days it's comments a plenty. Likes fill me up with a warm kind of glow. And as a writer allows me to grow.

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renagade146
2012-06-10T01:58:07

Midnight Wink

A sunburst of hot kisses hit my skin. I feel his breath whisper "let's begin". First there is smiles concealed against lips. Then their is lust and the magnetism of hips.

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renagade146
2012-06-04T02:35:11

Kick The Bucket

My friend and I, we created a list. But at the time however he was rather pissed. We downed some shots before we began to write and after that stayed up all night.

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renagade146
2012-06-02T12:58:24

Love Poverty

There's an illness seeping through my skin. A reckless torture brewing within. They say it's the result of my pursued life of sin. A feeling is missing from my wasteful existence.

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renagade146
2012-05-28T10:04:54

The Free Peoples Of Opussia

The Opussian army assembled across the great land of The App Store. They bore the emblem of a thousand tiny paw prints and armed themselves with a arsenal of words.

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renagade146
2012-05-28T02:03:42

Missing The War

You came to me once more in a dream as the stars above did gleam... It begins the same with the beat of a drum... Hands of soldiers sway to a military march like the pleats of a skirt.

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renagade146
2012-05-20T17:37:31

My Nightmare

To be forgotten but not yet gone... You sang for the revolution, Now you're the institution. My respect for you has disappeared, But the nightmare has persevered. How does it feel to be the Man.

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renagade146
2012-05-15T03:00:59

Insomnia

Insomnia how you plague me, Visiting only so late, I have no desire for your dull numbing power When consciousness is a permanent state.

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renagade146
2012-05-14T01:17:32

Famous Last Words II

'Drink to me Drink to my health You know I cannot drink anymore' Ironic to toast health as one dies... Then again Pablo Picasso was a curious kind of guy..

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renagade146
2012-05-12T17:35:52

A Watery Grave

The ocean is icy Its embrace like a fist. We dive into a blackness I have tried to resist. Foam pulling me under I fight for a gasp And all the while you escape from my grasp.

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renagade146
2012-05-11T07:06:04

Dissatisfactions

Never will I reach the perfection I long for with all my soul. My vanity desires luxuries which I can never have... I'm afraid, Of getting older, Getting married.

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renagade146
2012-05-09T19:32:30

Check In

Hey dearies. I haven't been around too much as I've spent the last two days working on art exams, it's been fun but I have also had withdrawal from my absence on here.

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renagade146
2012-05-09T19:32:28

Check In

Hey dearies. I haven't been around too much as I've spent the last two days working on art exams, it's been fun but I have also had withdrawal from my absence on here.

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renagade146
2012-05-09T19:27:41

Check In

Hey dearies. I haven't been around too much as I've spent the last two days working on art exams, it's been fun but I have also had withdrawal from my absence on here.

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renagade146
2012-05-07T20:44:02

Conspiracy

He appears when I am alone His raspy breath heavy with criticism. His words sharp like needles. His eyes as cold as doctors hands. And still I welcome him...

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renagade146
2012-05-07T20:43:42

Conspiracy

He appears when I am alone His raspy breath heavy with criticism. His words sharp like needles. His eyes as cold as doctors hands. And still I welcome him...

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renagade146
2012-05-07T20:43:24

Conspiracy

He appears when I am alone His raspy breath heavy with criticism. His words sharp like needles. His eyes as cold as doctors hands. And still I welcome him...

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renagade146
2012-05-07T01:05:15

Exams

Something an old teacher used to repeat constantly, Look up for inspiration, Down in desperation, But never across for information..

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renagade146
2012-05-05T19:28:04

The Fire Ends Tonight

Tonight you will disintegrate, love, Into a drunken fool, While I sit and watch you kindle the flame with whiskey as your fuel.

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renagade146
2012-05-03T23:43:19

<\3

Break dance, Not hearts!.

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renagade146
2012-05-03T20:47:09

Writers Block

A little known fact is that writers blocks are often used in the construction of libraries filled with stacks of half finished manuscripts and starved families of bookworms....

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renagade146
2012-05-03T20:40:35

The Happiness Chain

I was thinking today that I need to start writing down what makes me happy. Things like all the moments that make me smile instead of focusing on the negative things in life so much.

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renagade146
2012-05-01T01:01:45

The Woman By The Window

(Just another experiment so please bare with me!) The first time I saw her the ghostly form of her body both terrified and transfixed me to my soul.

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renagade146
2012-05-01T00:34:28

Famous Last Words

The sadness shall last forever -Vincent Van Gogh's last words.

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renagade146
2012-04-29T13:35:51

A Lyric For The Dead

(okay, please keep in mind I don't normally write poetry, I'm just trying something new :) Walking at night through a cemetery, Each of our footfalls cautious and weary, Fleeting promises among the...

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renagade146
2012-04-29T13:33:28

A Lyric For The Dead

Walking at night through a cemetery, Each of our footfalls cautious and weary, Fleeting promises among the tombstones, Drunken jokes about voodoo and bones.

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renagade146
2012-04-28T11:53:10

Happy Thought

Wandering through Opuss recently I noticed a disproportionate amount of people expressing feelings of being alone and struggling with exams/life.

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renagade146
2012-04-27T18:18:16

:(

Over the past few days I've been dipping in and out of Opuss only able to absorb snippets of literary genius from you guys. Sadly every time I return Mr.

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renagade146
2012-04-25T21:26:05

Rain Again

Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are....

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renagade146
2012-04-24T19:42:51

Bubbles

One age blows bubbles, the next age bursts them.

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renagade146
2012-04-22T18:57:47

On Robot Ownership

In the future when everyone owns a robot, I think I'll call mine Robot Downey Jr....

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renagade146
2012-04-21T16:22:48

Bad Science Humour

What do you call a psychic bacteria. A culture medium.

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renagade146
2012-04-21T16:20:33

Hopes & Dreams

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars".

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renagade146
2012-04-20T17:36:24

Why I Adore J.R.R Tolkien

All that is gold dies not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by frost.

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renagade146
2012-04-19T21:25:23

Untitled

Anyone else kind of sort of missing OllieBoyne's constant presence on here?.

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renagade146
2012-04-19T19:49:45

Sunshine

"A day without sunshine I'd like, you know, night".

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renagade146
2012-04-19T19:41:44

Uncertainty

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right, I hope you had the time of your life..

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renagade146
2012-04-18T19:04:05

Tap Dancers

Do you think tap dancers ever walk into rooms, look at the floor, and think "I'd tap that!".

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renagade146
2012-04-18T17:13:58

Sharks

I'm really not sure how people get eaten by sharks . I mean... How do they not hear the music?.

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renagade146
2012-04-17T22:04:07

Signs

I read something the other day that made me piss myself. It was a sign that read: "Bathroom Closed"..

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renagade146
2012-04-16T20:38:06

Sea World

I wonder how people would react if I walked into an aquarium with a fishing pole?.

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renagade146
2012-04-16T16:58:12

Untitled

'Colour my world with the chaos of trouble'.

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renagade146
2012-04-16T01:45:43

Ponder

If pro is the opposite to con, then what is the opposite to progress?.

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renagade146
2012-04-15T22:41:46

One Of Those Days

If someone's getting you down look at them through the prongs if a fork so you can imagine them in jail.

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renagade146
2012-04-15T11:21:35

Perspective

The innocent and the beautiful have no enemy but time.

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renagade146
2012-04-14T19:38

Money

Always borrow money from a pessimist; they don't expect to be paid back.

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renagade146
2012-04-13T09:34:14

Untitled

"Show me a hero and I'll write you a tragedy".

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renagade146
2012-04-12T20:18:40

SamWise Likewise

"If I take one more step this will be the farthest away from home I'll have ever been".

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renagade146
2012-04-10T22:23:08

Life

Life is shaded through and through mostly by ones point of view, count your troubles you'll be sad, count your blessings you'll be glad :).

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renagade146
2012-04-09T16:31:43

Comments

Be cruel to me because I'm a fool for you :{.

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renagade146
2012-04-09T11:55:04

Thanks

Thank you all for making my first day in Opuss so fruitful. Such a happy app to be part of that I shall impart more of my collected wisdom in gratitude.

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renagade146
2012-04-08T22:52:22

It Happened One Night

I wish I could write as mysterious as a cat- Edgar Allen Poe.

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renagade146
2012-04-08T21:12:37

Musings For The Day

I'm a total newbie to this whole thing & have never done a blog before but I'm intrigued by the idea and thought I might use it to muse a little.

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renagade146
2012-04-08T18:22:09

Untitled

I have no special talent I am only passionately curious -Einstein.

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renagade146
2012-04-08T17:19:41

Slinky

Fun for a boy and a girl.

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