If Only, If Only

If only if only,
She knew how I was dark and lonely.


Lifts my spirits by what she has to say,
Not knowing that she makes my everyday.


If only if only,
She knew how I now smile so deeply.


To begin and end the day with her,
Makes me want us to be together.


If only if only,
She knew how my heart beats so happily.


For I can not wait till December,
As there with be copious things to remember.


If only if only,
She knew how I feel so truly.


To wait for her to text me,
With the words "call me maybe?"

November 6, 2012