A Smile
I just want to learn to smile and mean it again!!!.
Just a country girl with a big attitude of a city girl!!!
I just want to learn to smile and mean it again!!!.
Every night I go to sleep crying and every morning I wake up wishing I didn't!!. I don't know when I lost hope. I don't know what I'm living for...
I don't know how to love I just know how to run from it!!!.
I just want to get high until all the pain goes away.
Nobody knows the real me. Nobody know I cry every night. I don't have a true friend I can call on hell I really don't have a friend.
How did I become the fuck up kid. How the oldest seem to be the worst one. Do I yarn for attention so bad I can't do anything right. Or do I like this life.
How do I smile with tears in my eyes. How do I pretend with the pain within. How do you look past the memory's. like they never gave birth.