20 November 2012
Some offensive language!! Sorry!!
Most fairy tales start with once upon a time, Well not today and certainly not mine, My life hasn't been made by Walt Disney, And sorry folks but Santa does not come down your chimney, I had a dad who scared me shitless, He did turn my head into a whole heap of mess, Some of which will never change, The way I feel about it is kinda strange, I feel absolutely nothing about it, Not anymore that mans gone and I'm not sad not one bit, Fast forward a while I get a blood clot, While becoming a teenage pregnancy statistic, I'm hiding nothing, I'm not, I fucked up, I fucked up bad, Keeping her was the best decision I'd had, She was ill and overcome the gruesome odds, Her life in the hands of the gods, Yes the gods that were her surgeons, Nothing was too much for her nothing a burden, They saved her life, Took her out of her strife, Something ill be indebted to forever, Next thing that happened I don't really think of.. Never. My gran my dear gran got cancer, The last memory was the kiss I planted her And the love you I gave, God I thought my heart and chest were about to cave, She died the next day, After keeping the cancer at bay, For 4 whole years, I've never cried so many tears, I lost my secondary mother she was kind sweet and caring, And forgave me when I did things which were a little too daring, Now my Grandads going through the same war, He is my replacement dad I couldn't love him more, I'm hope with all my heart he will be ok, And he will survive this so he can play, With my children on Christmas Day. One more mistake within my once upon a time, Is letting a person manipulate my mind, He's done a right number but ill grow wise, Ill come back fighting no longer in despise, Of myself but in awe of the journey I have taken, I will be forsaken, I will be Sam I will be her, Is this the bit where I say happy ever after? Or maybe once I've finished my rhyme, I'm moving on from the past creating my new once upon a time!
Once Upon A Time • Opuss № I