So um.. hi.. :) This is my very first blog and I'm not really sure how to do this sorta thing.. I guess I'll just write how I feel.. Well... It's December 26th. 12:12 am. I can't sleep. I'm busy searching for a friend. I guess you could say I'm pretty alone... Yes, I'm happy for a good portion of my days.. But when it comes down to it.. In my alone time... I'm pretty pathetic. I have nobody now. My best friend has a new boyfriend, so she doesn't talk much.. Nobody else really knows I exist. :/ I don't mind it too much, though. At least I don't have many people to put on a show for.. I never realized how lonely a person can get.. This sucks. I spend most of my time talking to other people.. Trying to make them smile.. I wish I had someone to do that for me. Ever since I left my boyfriend a few months ago, I've been really depressed. Not because he's gone.. I'm glad he is.. I just get lonely. Urgh.. I feel like I'm repeating myself.. Whatever. Not like anybody will read this anyway.. I guess I'll go paint now.. Or sleep...... I'll figure it out.. And if someone is reading this.. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to pay this post some attention. :) Goodnight.
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I'm Samantha. I'm 16.. I love music, poetry, art, photography.. just about anything you throw in front of me, I can get into. I'm single. I love to paint and sing!(not well..) lol. My favorite bands are Motionless In White, Blood on The Dance Floor, The Cure and Asking Alexandria. I'm into suicide girls, Johnny Depp, Johnny Cash and nap time. :) That's me in a nutshell. Get to know me? :)
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