1 August 2012
As last time I said nothing is there to keep this engine running ?! It is true, I love my boyfriend, but the real intimacy is gone. We started out as friends with benefits but that was great. I don't know what since we don't do it anymore.. You know sex. It is kind of something wrong with me or I actually don't know if there is. But it seems strange that two people which started out being great friends with benefits, just don't have any joy by have just a little sex.. I tried to get him in the right mood but that didn't seem to work either. So what should I do? - it kind of frustrates me a bit, that he do not get get turn on by looking at me. But he says that he does, but why can't he just fuck me and then done?
Also something else frustrates me... My ex - boyfriend, he is a piece of work, you know because I broke up with him, because he wanted something else than I wanted and I was the one who was running the relationship as a "mother" and I didn't want to do that. But he is now ( I hope so ) trying to find a new girl, but it seems that he can't get over me ( my best friend told me), I think it is kind of sweet, but I just want to move on. But there is something nagging me about this because if he can't get over me why does he still push me away or shout at me sometimes? I can't figure this out.
Why is boys so complicated? - why is boys in my life so complicated?
Stories Part 2 • Opuss № I