live the life you want to live
"I love you". I thought I loved her to. But in that moment I wanted nothing more but to run out of that apartment. I guess it's because I hate commitment. Or letting someone down.
Isn't if funny How you could feel like A certain type of weather Or place Like the desert when you left me dry Or Antarctica how you made my heart ice cold.
I want to cuddle you up. In my arms. As you lay there looking at me. I know he loves me. His heart beat is my favourite melody. The shape of his lips. Are my joy. And the way he curls up in my arms.
Is it right to hurt me if I hurt you Rape who's been raped Kill who's killed Done what is done to you .
I ask myself the same question everyday As I roll out of bed As I'm walking to the bus In class In bed Am I happy. What is happiness.
"Stay still" his cool voice says. He sends shivers up my spine. He wants me to pose for him. So I will. He calls me pretty all day. Puts a crown on my head. I make him smile when I move that way.
Does it give you pleasure.
Ripped out my heart Straight from my chest He had no mercy Nor did he know What love meant He was someone who Couldn't love anyone because he didn't know how to love himself I tried to love him Be...
I can't wait to touch your skin Feel every inch of your body Hearing your heart rate accelerate For me Yelling your name Inside me We're one.
They're not real. Not true. There's always a lie. Between the promises. And when you know they're lying. You still believe them. Because you'd rather live. A lie. Than to not live without them.
He told me he didn't love me. Why do I loath over him. He has my heart in the palm of his hand. He drops it steps on it. My lungs are aching for air. I need you my sweet heart. You don't seem to care.
Your smile touches the corner of your eyes. You're perfect. The way you lean on your chair. Everything you've done. Has been done to perfection. I love you. And your soul. I want to touch your body.
He was tracing steps down my curves with his tongue. Kept going down and hit my spot. He gave me such pleasure. How I loved him so much. Ill never know nor understand. How he has such an impact on me.
Death is certain You can't avoid it Replace it Play with it It can come at an unexpected time Death is the only thing guaranteed in life.
To be happy. You must learn to enjoy. The smaller things in life. And learn to be thankful for all you have. That's what my mother always told me. But happiness is not that simple. What happens when.
She was as pretty as a rose. Her lips were cherry red. The shape of a heart. Her hair fell to the middle of her back. In shiny black waves. She held a dangerous key.
You undressed me Kept your gaze in my eyes Fire burning through me It feels so good to burn In the devils arms Although you were ice cold You made me feel nothing But warmth.
To give your life to someone. In the palm of their hands. Where you know they could break you. Could be a sign of weakness. Or trust.
I was so curious. About the way he moved. The way he frowned and smiled. The way he spoke to me. Like a love song. The way he would leave kisses going down my back. I was curious to know.
Kisses trailing down my collar bone. All the way down he goes. Leaving hand prints all over my body. His chest is what I call. Home. A safe place to cry on. My lover brings me joy. Happiness.
He left me on valentines day High and dry He just watched me Slowly draining me I put you first Couldn't return the favour Would've lied down Died for you Happy valentines day My lost lover.
Mirror was his worst enemy. Every time he looked at himself. It was a reminder. Of how deep he had fallen. Into a spiral of drugs. The buzz wasn't enough anymore. I gave him myself entirely.
Killing me sweetly Like a love letter Written in blood It can be fast Like a bullet to the head Or slow Like being burned alive Lost myself in your wicked heart He pulled the trigger.
Happiness is golden she told me I can bring her that I thought Give her everything and Anything She ever wanted I can make you happy I said Make you golden.
We came from two different words We collided When two become one You can't separate Because now your just left with half Half of me I need your other half Don't leave me We're one.
Love is a toxin in your brain. Five chemicals;. Testosterone. Serotonin. Oxytocin. Vasopressin. Dopamine. Just chemicals bonded together to make a feeling. Like none other. No words can explain.
Going back to hell. Going to wait for that last bell. Surrounded by people. Yet i feel so alone. Nothing but whispers. Bad bad things are said. About others. Society is so cruel. We are all cruel.
You came of as mean and rude. But beyond those layers of cruelty. There lied a boy. Who longed to be loved and to be saved. For someone to know the real him. And I did know the real him.
They say the coldest place in the world is the Antarctic winter. -92 degrees where there is 6 months of darkness and 6 months of light. Dangerous place to go, can cause death if not beyond prepared.
Face to face with the demon. your beauty over whelmed me. he has a dark place In his heart reserved for only me. Ill bring life into your life I said. I prefer to bring bad to yours.
My dear, Will you love me today. Cause I can stand to be without you For you ill ride or die Remember me All the good times we had Was I really that bad?.
18 months that I've loved you unconditionally. How could you just leave me so easily. My first for everything my one love. And now I'm left with nothing. But memories of what more we could've been.
I would do anything for you Strip myself to the bone To show you how much I need you How can I live without you You're all I live for So Im asking you to love me Before you kill me.
how to be happy when your happiness has left you to dry.
Put this blade to my wrist. Told you I needed you to stay. Mary Jane you would've never left me. Keep me numb cause I don't want to feel a thing. Red liquid running down my arm.
The way you look at me I know there's something wrong Cause you don't look at me like you used to Baby what have I done wrong.
You have made your bed In my heart and now You must lay in it because I hate sleeping alone And you're just the perfect company.
I dread the thought Of having to go into the real world Hell is not down nor up It's in the middle Survival of the fittest Either you kill Or be killed.
lets walk through a never ending field of grass. You could tell me stories about your cocaine ways. And I'll listen as I fall in love.
I don't believe In god. Maybe I should start. Because I need someone to listen. And not judge.
Use me Abuse me I'm yours My babe, so sweet Die for you Live for you Do anything for you.
As sweet as sugar As dangerous as a loaded gun Shot in the heart, Cupid your evil Now You can't leave me I won't let you I love you I need you I breathe you my, Love.
she was the most majestic creature i had ever seen. She was as pale as snow. But only dark secrets in her heart would glow. Under that pretty face was a rotting heart. Don't judge a book by its cover.
I was such a fool to think that I would mean more to him than some materialistic bullshit I was a prop to him and he was everything to me So how could he leave me here alone when I would've stayed by...
What happens when your lover is no longer yours. And the drugs that keep you numb don't keep you numb no more. And what happens when the person you'd die for is the one killing you.
Loving you was poison A lovely stab to the heart I loved you and you just made love to me But like poison you killed me and left me here to die.
He was mean and ruthless. Didn't care about anyone but himself not even me.
let's go he told me before they come. We've just robbed a store you see I've lost everything yet gained all I needed when I met him. Homeless at times yet my heart is always full.
As he left me that autumn day without the slightest look of pain I broke. How can someone you'd die for be the one behind the trigger.
He brought so much light into my life and kept me warm, my heart.