16 February 2013

I do not seek comfort or attention,

I do not ask for love or protection,

I will not stoop to your levels of need,

Your words I do not need nor heed,

I am alone, as I have always been,

I have been through the unseen,

I know what this world really means,

The meaning haunts through my dreams,

I do not sleep nor eat,

It's not a condition to treat,

It is the effects of reality,

A stage of mortality,

I do not fear the knife nor gun nor sword,

Because fear is a luxury I cannot afford,

Any minute I could drop down,

If my sorrow doesn't have me drown,

Something will surely end me soon enough,

I am ready; not brave nor tough,

I am just an accepting soul,

Accepting that I'm not in control,

Of my own life or fate,

Or anything of late,

Because thoughts gnaw away at me every day,

Having my heart slowly decay,

Having my mind turn so sane,

In a perfectly timid mind frame,

As they mould my thoughts,

To match those of their courts,

A single fabrication of their creations,

A play in their self righteous exploitations,

When I am not needed I will be gone,

To mourn me there is none,

So I wish anyone and everyone goodbye,

Because one day you will be made to comply,

Good luck fellow man,

I will do all that I can,

To show that a person can stay sane,

Trapped in a world of silent pain,

Though the odds are strongly against me,

I will try to stay a prisoner, free.

shaheenashapeenurWithin My World • Opuss № I