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I've changed. My appearance has changed.. My attitude.. Not so much. But despite this... My feelings have gotten stronger.. They erupt at times.. Even more do when I think about you. They cascade over me and drown me in their mixed up …
As I stand chatting with my friends... You walk up and start talking with your friends about ....oh.... mabye 10 feet away.... And what do I do? I stand there and ignore you... I don't notice you.... Or so it appears.... In the inside I a…
As I walk to my home, I reflect on what happened... I saw you.. You saw me..... To think you actually saw me on purpose.... It blows my mind.... I looked at you with a yearning to just stand there watching you.... However you just looked, m…
Alone. Probably one of the worst human emotions.... You never feel you are in the right place..... You never feel at home... It gets worse… then you see him…… You see him walking with his friends chatting and laughing like there's nothing w…
My heart ripps itself apart… tearing and ripping everything around it.... Not only does it hurt my soul… it actually physically hurts me… My heart… in pieces… shredded, torn, ripped, in slivers of what it was… Can you guess who made my so i…
Tears.... These tears have been held up inside for years... Years! Now they come out... But not fast at all... They come slowly... Almost like they KNOW how much pain I am going through and are coming out slowly for my benifit.... Do you kn…
Sadness and sorrow fills my heart... Every time I see a happy couple or someone kissing someone else on the lips.... My heart literally aches.... It hurts! As I watch, I think to myself," What I wouldn't give to have a relationship, a true…
Eyes get heavy… Brain slows… Music seems to slow down… I think of you even as my body prepares to rest… Now my brain will torture me with beautiful dreams of you… I will wake up even sadder and scareder to talk to you… Why does sleep help b…
Shuffles feet… Nervously walks around… Thinking of you guves my butterflies in my stomache… Why are you so hard to be around??! Am I the only one? Am I the only one who finds you extreemly attractive?! Am I the only one who is awkward ar…
Strokes and strokes… The pencil cones up,down, and side to side in a blurr.. As I draw, I forget a lot of things…… As I draw, I feel happy about my somewhat skill.. After I finish… I remember you…… I remember why I love drawing so much: It…
1....2.... Two times..... That's it? Why don't I talk to you more than that?! Why do I hesitate? You and I..... We have very few conversations.... In fact.... We have had 2.… That number is a death threat to me... It screams in my face," he…
This police officer comes up to this guys window after pulling him over. The officer asks" Sir, how high are you ?" The man replies," no sir. Its, hi how are you." I dont own this! Just thought it was funny!
Wake up.... Wake up!.... Why don't you realize my pain?! I have tried..... I have tried to get you to see me... But you refuse! Why?........ Why do you ignore me?! Why do you make me suffer? I dream of you to comfort myself!! And those drea…
Frustration .... Pain..... Hardship... Life.... All these happen... But love,true...pure.... Happens once. If it happens once, then all the other times were not true or pure.... One true love.... Another one person... Might never find it..…
Dream...dream is all I can do... All I can do is dream of you.... Dreaming up a future that will never last.... Once that future is made real,it will probably be the last ... Why does my brain torture me ? It makes stories of you awknowledg…
My..... Voice.... It has left me...... Why now? Why does it leave when i finally realize: I know what I feel towards you and I will tell you, no matter how scared I am... But why voice?..... Why,why do you leave me when I need you the mos…
Why do I stay away from you? Why do I hesitate to even go near you? Why.... Why do I fear talking to you? I feel so shy when I am even near you! I am like a lost bird... Lost in a whirlwind of confusion of how to speak my feelings..... Sa…
People glance at the girl and whisper," look! It's that girl! Better avoid her.." As she walks by people take notice and back off... She wanders down hallways that ,at one moment, busy.... Then they become strangly empty...... She walks b…
I cry when I am away from you. I am silent when I'm around you. I seek advise on how to talk to you. I miss you every seccond you are away from me. I feel like you ignore me. I am too shy to talk to you so it may look like I am ignoring you…