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I just can't get you off my mind..
13. dancer. typical teen girl with a wonderful gift for writing. follow me on Instagram: @ablueturtle
I just can't get you off my mind..
love is a crazy thing. its lethal poison controls all. the brain can't function;. the heart takes over. butterflies churn in the stomach. thoughts are clouded. the eyes see deeper down.
Happiness is hard to find. Once you do, though, don't ever let it go..
the perfect life fate sure thinks right everything'd be so kind never would wanna rewind but it would be wrong all trust in us = gone but for it we long its just like a song temptations are...
There was once a boy and a girl that were absolutely crazy for each other. They understood everything about each other; they were a perfect couple.
hard shell yet easy to bend so fake yet so hard to pretend not real a phony at most the truth's gone; its simply a ghost hiding behind a mask called plastic not original and not at all fantastic.
you torture me so much now, why must that be.
calm stream bubbles down smooth stone rocks. sunshine glitters off little crashing waves. sweet grasses sway with pretty flowers. puffy white clouds float blue skies for days.
love is a crazy game but why must it be that way.
my life is a house of cards one wrong move and it will all tumble i must be careful in everything i do no matter what i can't fumble i may stand tall, but i am fragile one gust of wind and i will...
just pull the trigger there'll be no more pain just tie the rope you've got no more to gain just use that knife even if tears will rain just take those pills don't let yourself live in vain just say...
my boyfriend is like February 30th; he doesn't exist..
when one's in love, another may feel the following.. L- lies O- oppression V- vengeance E- envy ... love leads to the most painful things for some people..
one choice can transform who you are..
her mind was see-through, her thoughts stood sheer. you saw right past them, you never bothered to hear. - her eyes spoke silently, her mouth remained shut.
let's keep things simple, you know. for me you might be a bit old, it shows. and yeah, you're pretty cool, everyone knows. but when I heard of this idea, I froze. look, you can be pretty funny, okay.
you'll never see me cry. you don't deserve my tears. all of my thoughts I'll hide. and I'll cover up my ears. and I shall shield my eyes. from your horrific sight. would you please stop hurting me.
hop up. hop down. hop again. hop all around. hop left. hop right. hop today. hop tonight. little kids. gather around. little kids. from all over town. you get our friends. I'll bring the chalk.
tears flow out of your eyes like a little brook upon a mountain hidden and disguised sharp pains prick your skin nobody has ever been told where you've been food is now a horror in your life it...
C H I L L S. nip at your bones they do. C H I L L S. your body trembles and shivers too. C H I L L S. thoughts creep into your mind. C H I L L S. you always wish you could just rewind. C H I L L S.
the heart has its reasons for everything..
hey you guys, I'm sick. I'm so sorry if I don't post much, it's because I feel like I'm gonna roll over and die :(.
nimble minded. larynx silenced. many times chided. and often frightened. true thoughts hidden. numb fingers in a mitten. feelings unwritten. heart remained smitten. locked up was she.
eyes are green. eyes are blue. eyes are brown. eyes are hazel too. eyes are big. eyes are small. eyes of the short. eyes of the tall. eyes, eyes, eyes,. they're everywhere. some are full of hatred.
she wears a size zero. so tiny is she. but large and fat. is how she sees herself to be. she tries losing weight. she starves herself too. in reality, though. she has no weight to lose.
she lies down dizzily spins her head she needs him but she can't erase the words he said memories float images reappear she remembers the good times, she remembers the tears she recalls a smile oh...
words swirl within my head however though, what to write...I don't know yet.
rain falls winds kiss me storms blow can't you see roars bellow objects fly tornadoes swirl hurricanes won't die lightning cracks thunder booms clouds race weather always rules..
there's plenty of fish in the sea... but you'll always be my nemo..
"you really love him, don't you?" •psychological question• no name was mentioned... but when you read that, a name popped into your head..
people always tell me to write they expect me to beg, to put up a fight in reality, though, it's what I enjoy I could write all day, it's like a stupendous joy words flow out like a river down a...
you think you know me but you really do not there is a whole lot more to me than what you think I've got I hide my biggest secrets you'll never know my biggest fears I just hope you can...
bright colors appeared they flooded the map tornadoes everywhere be careful- don't lose your cap.
she lost her focus. her vision was blurred. her thoughts scrambled madly. she went completely absurd. her heart pounded loudly. sweaty were hands. songs glued themselves in her brain.
#OutOfTheBlue little kids scurry around for so many bubbles are to be found. soapy circles float in the air pop them now; they're everywhere. one looks pink, one looks green another looks blue...
butterflies. jitters. nervousness. shivers. chills. smile. fear. denial. sad. happy. quiet. chatty. scared. brave. early. late. up. down. joy. frown. love. hate. romance. weight.
don't love one, don't love two, but love the one who loves you too..
suffocating. cannot breathe. all fogged up. never can see. going numb. cannot feel. sick of playing games. sick of being a third wheel. paralyzed. cannot move. stuck inside. don't know what to do.
#acrosticchallenge Never-ending Invade your life Great fear sets in Haunting images take over dreams Torture throughout the night Murder of the mind Absolute horror Rescue needed Evil...
#OutOfTheBlue. her mind is locked. her thoughts are in a safe. nobody's ever peeked inside. her brain isn't a pretty place. she thinks of suicide. she remembers hate. words burn in her head.
stay strong, little warrior. things are gonna be alright. stay strong, little warrior. you gotta just keep up the fight. stay strong, little warrior. don't let those tears flow down.
she cried. her heart was fried. she lied. she had nearly died. but her saving grace. simple enough. friendship, you see. when things got tough. her life would kill her. if she stood alone.
homework... AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME FO' DAT..
do you ever feel all bubbly inside. like your little stomach's full of tiny butterflies. do you find yourself always hearing that laugh. do you always see that smile that keeps you from being sad.
sirens roar. they tell me to stop. red lights burn. they say it's not good enough. flames ignite. they turn me to ashes. winds rip at everything. soon a skyscraper crashes. words whirl around.
every storm runs out of rain..
it twists, it turns. it flips upside down. it either brings a smile. or causes a frown. it's different, it's bizarre. it's weird, it's hard. but it isn't so bad. if away goes your guard.
everything you want is right here. don't you worry now, dear. it'll wait for you year by year. it's never gonna disappear. your dreams are at your feet. the world is in your hands.
I never meant to hurt I never meant to kill I never meant to disturb I'll fix things, I will I never meant to change I never meant to destroy I never meant to jeopardize I know a heart's not a...
normal day. nothing that'll harm. suddenly though. goes of an alarm. it rings. it roars. it screams. it mourns. panic sets in. uncertainty floods. everything is a rush. running through muds.
throbbing pain. can't move. hurts so bad. lost my groove. caged in. can't be freed. but it hurts so bad. painkiller I need. the others are a no. for they slow things down. but I need them so bad.
I went to the orthopedist today... the doctor's first concern was that I may have torn a major ligament in my foot, and if I did, I would need surgery.
I'm sorry I haven't been posting but I'm having some complications with my foot. the swelling has doubled, especially on the bottom of my foot. the pain has gotten worse too.
they softly played a song. a bittersweet song. describing how he had felt. for oh so long. they blasted sick bass. some dubstep pumped hard. she realized it described her. even when up was her guard.
#SimplyPerfection10Days. drip, drop. the blood pours out. plip, plop,. you're filled with doubt. your knife lies bloodied. your skin's stained red. your wrists sit slit. you might as well be dead.
People are like candy. On the outside, we have one appearance, but on the inside, we're completely different. Sometimes, that surprise inside is enjoyable. Others, it's a bit shocking.
she couldn't walk on her own she was simply too afraid there was so much grief around her so many dead bodies that just laid I'm not talking about murder I'm not talking about death I'm talking...
#OutOfTheBlue. this world has a paint palette. to shape who we are and aren't. sometimes the paints are good. sometimes using them isn't so smart. on the palette you will find many things.
I went to the doctor today. they took x-rays... thankfully, no fractures showed up. however... because my foot is so swollen and it's so hard for me to walk, I'm on crutches now for 2 weeks.
sorry but I've gotta vent. my foot is getting on my last nerves. all of my toes on my left foot on swollen. I can barely move them. it's really hard to walk.
words cut deep. deep into her skin. and she tried so hard. not to let them win. hate burned strongly. strongly into her brain. it tore her apart. for her, everyday it'll rain. standards simply sucked.
she worried about her weight she worried about her date she wondered how long here she'd stay she was curious about when things would finally be okay she starved herself daily she cried herself to...
I have had four hours of dance in the past two days. this morning, I woke up to find that all of my toes on my left foot are swollen...
#disabilityaware Why do we judge people with disabilities. They're humans too. Just because they are disabled doesn't mean that they are spastic, weird, strange, etc.
out of breath scorching hot scared to move finally safe...not.
you better be careful what you say. in your hands is my heart. you can either easily mend it. or shatter it into tiny parts. I'm fragile. I'm weak. I'm falling apart. I'm crumbling. I'm breaking.
mistreated misplaced misunderstood --------------------------------- that's enough I've done all I can think of chased out all my demons I've seen you do the same -P!nk.
#AllAboutMe hey there. so..where do I begin. I'm 13. just your average teenage girl. nothing special about me. I'm a dancer. I've been dancing since I was 3. Dance is my life.
hey again. I've got another challenge. this time... we all know that there are thousands of Opussians. so... what makes us stand out. I challenge you to write something telling all about yourself.
when I dance, it's just me and the music. the world is gone. dance is my escape. don't think. just dance..
she dreamed of paradise.
#SimplyPerfection10Days she wears a smile every day simply to masquerade her pain she always acts cheery and kind but she secretly has a very dark mind she masks her feelings she locks them...
if your dreams don't scare you, they aren't big enough..
#OutOfTheBlue. up. down. on. off. loud. soft. HD. not. stop. eject. pause. play. TV shows of such a wide array. at your fingertips this very day. flip the switch. change the show. bring up the noise.
what is it really like to be skinny. fragile, tiny, shapeless, and frail. can't fill anything. awkward, scrawny, gawky, a stick. clothes literally hang off of you. being skinny isn't fun.
i think i'm falling for you..
they were falling for each other. they were falling in love. they were just like each other. in common they had so much. everybody knew. they were meant to be. the perfect couple. everyone could see.
i finally found you..
sinking into depression sinking into anxiety sinking into cutting sinking into anorexia sinking into disbelief sinking into heartache sinking into suicide sinking into society.
I cry for so many things I cry for so many reasons I cry so many tears I cry after all of these years. and my heart aches..
when the world gives you 100 reasons to frown, show it 1,000 reasons to smile..
#SimplyPerfection10Days. stare into the mirror. thinking, "Who am I?". notice all my flaws. just wondering, "Why?". wishing to be cooler. to be like everyone else. not realizing it is better.
Hey everybody. I decided to make a 10 day challenge for you. After this description is a list of 10 words/themes/ideas for you to write about.
little things tear us apart. little things shatter who we are. little things crush our souls. little things burn our hearts like coals. little things rip up our minds.
#projecthumanity Why are we obsessed with plastic. There's nothing beautiful about being a Barbie doll.
#OutOfTheBlue sugar flour water heat dough mix flavor treats sugar tastes oh so sweet flour stays nice and neat water supplements it all heat cooks it and helps unthaw dough, batter; the base of...
These days, everybody is worrying about society's opinion on who they are. They are totally consumed in pleasing the world, only to be knocked down by cruel words and painful judgment.
this little baby. shot me in the butt. now I think I'm falling. crazily into love. your name gives me butterflies. and I get lost in your eyes. you're super sweet. and oh so kind.
you ripped me apart. you sucked away my life. you destroyed my heart. and yet I thought I was your future wife. I am shattered like a piece of glass. I am weak; now that's a fact.
Chapped lips. Pale skin. Frigid wind. Whipping air. All alone. So scared. No help. No one cared..
little whispers. white lies. scary frights. grey skies. invisibility. hiding spots. murmurs. quiet talk. deep scars. weary faces. dried blood. haunted places. trembles. chills. shakes. quivers.
#OutOfTheBlue an escape. a remedy. a healer. a saver. an escape from the world. a remedy for pain. a healer for hurt. a saver from ache. let's fall asleep. let's let go of today.
you like me, I like you. we're the perfect match, now ain't that true. you're pretty much a second me, that's something almost everyone can see. so maybe someday, you'll be mine.
don't strive for perfection. perfection isn't always perfect..
I don't see red lights I don't see stop signs I don't hear anybody telling me "no." I don't see cautions I don't see warnings There's no stopping me, that you know.
First there's me, and then there's you. Imagine us together; oh, what we could do.. •Inspired by @platypus•.
You're the sister I've never had, and to have you in my life makes me very glad. You're there for me no matter what, not one single if, and, or but.
You are worth more than gold..
1.1.13. It's a new day and a new year. It's a blank journal that's waiting for you to fill it in. This is your chance at a new life. It's a clean slate, all of your mistakes wiped away.
Beautiful liar, why are you so shy. what do you hide. for what do you cry. Beautiful liar, don't you know it'll be alright. don't you see you'll be fine tonight. can't you tell you don't need to cry.