20 May 2012
And that's when I realised it was my fault, I just don't deserve someone like you,
Somebody who doesn't have long left here, And deserves to go out with a bang, At least once,
But I could never tell you the truth, That you could be happier, That I'm worthless, That you'd be better off without me,
Because then I'd lose you, And I really don't think I can do that just yet,
Saying that, it'll happen in a few months anyway, You'll slip away into your new life, And I'll get left behind,
You'll take my jacket, Promise you won't forget about me, But soon my smell will fade from the garment, As I fade from your memory, You'll stop visiting, For just a few weeks, Before you say, Quite simply,
It's over,
And I'll still be here, With no new life to distract me, From what we could have been, If distance didn't exist,
And from behind a glass door in my brain, I can hear myself screaming, Don't go, Sagittarius, Don't go, Don't leave me, Don't make me do this on my own, Because I can't, I really fucking can't,
But the door will never open, For I know you will be happier, So enjoy your happy life, Sagittarius, Just promise you'll remember me, As the boy that was just happy to be a part of it.
Sagittarius Departs • Opuss № I