24 May 2012
I wrote this before I actually started writing death is not the only option, it's a little way into the story, like if I should continue!
People say that when you die, everything ends. Your life, your soul, your existence. But what they don't have the knowledge of, is that death is not the only option. There are many reasons why I chose the alternative option to death, well there are three. Number one, I wasn't ready to be at peace nor say goodbye to my family and friends. Number two, I thought it would be a good experience to live life invisible, be nothing but a mere ghost living on the earth plane. Finally, number three, I don't want to feel what I really am, I don't want to feel dead.
The weirdest part about dying is that nothing really changed. In reality you would expect a pretty big difference, but in this dream world nothing changed except how many friends I had, and the company I shared my time with. It felt weird at first, being away from my family and friends I mean, because usually my day consists of going out and spending a day with my friends, having a laugh, the usual teenager behaviour to have. Now, my day is boring, and dull. All I have to do is stand around waiting for others to get hurt. Badly. Sometimes it hurts me to watch, sometimes is doesn't.
Death Is Not The Only Option-part Something... • Opuss № I