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spikekutter

I am a sadistic, controlling, manipulative F U C K!!

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spikekutter
2013-03-09T20:52:05

Life

(L)ove (I)s (F)or (E)veryone.

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spikekutter
2013-03-05T04:04:14

This is who i am

I have not been saved. I have not been forgiven. I thought i was lost. I thought i was broken. I felt hopeless and empty inside. Save me from me and myself. I don't want to burn in this firey hell.

10 0 279 words
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spikekutter
2013-03-04T06:43:59

Stalker

Even if you run away I will still try to make you mine Just because thats how much i need you.

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spikekutter
2013-03-03T03:48:32

Transgender

I am a girl. It drags me to the floor. This is not me. Something i dont want to be. I never asked for this. Some how this is who i was made to be. I feel like a guy. I look like a guy.

10 0 80 words
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spikekutter
2013-02-14T04:27:24

Broken love

Roses are red.. Violets are blue.. You have no idea.. How much i hate you...

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spikekutter
2013-01-23T05:47:34

Trash

Dedicated to korn I tell my lies, and I despise Every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you.

10 2 244 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-23T02:10:59

R.I.P.

I use to have a friend Her name was Lyric She was my only friend.

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spikekutter
2013-01-22T06:47:01

Dirty junky

I tried to quit once before. I couldn't do it. I lost control. You dragged me out the door. I was alone shaking in my sweat and tears. My heart was bleeding. You were never there.

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spikekutter
2013-01-22T06:45:43

Dudes

Real guys are strong real guys dont cry no matter how hard they try real guys are controlling.

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spikekutter
2013-01-19T04:13:23

Nightmare

There was a cute little dog so i reached out to pet it. I felt something crawling. So, i looked at my hand and i saw that my hand was full of black specks like bugs crawling around.

6 0 109 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-17T06:40:28

Alone

I am alone. Nobody knows. No one cares. They just stare. If someone asks. It will pass. I will lie. To their alibies. If i reach out for help. They will stomp my heart to the ground. If i get a flirt.

18 0 70 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-17T06:36:13

Creeper

It is under my bed. It is in my head. It is in the walls. It walks down the halls. It seeps through the screen. It will make a scene. It will make you scream. Am i seeing things. No one will believe.

16 0 57 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-13T07:27:48

Its over

Its over. game over. It's time to move on. They're never coming back. You lost them. You lost yourself. Your last warning shot. Has failed to attack. Stop thinking about it.

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spikekutter
2013-01-13T07:10:24

Regret

Im sorry for pushing you around. Im sorry for screaming at you. Im sorry for everything..

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spikekutter
2013-01-13T02:54:06

Before i die

Dedicated to Papa roach. I'm out here on my own. I'm giving it a go alone. I'm begging on my knees. Is there a God to save me. I've been a retched soul. From my heart down to my toes.

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spikekutter
2013-01-13T02:50:40

Hold on

Dedicated to Korn With perversion this insertion Came so swiftly Cut the cord from this day forward We'll be drifting No direction, no affection Watch the soul dive You're dissected,...

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spikekutter
2013-01-13T01:50:06

Darkness

You are the thing when i can not see. You are the color of my heart when its falling apart. You are the thing when i feel lost. You are the thing i feel on the inside...

18 0 37 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-12T07:00:09

Alcohol

I haven't drunk since three years ago. I miss the sting. I miss the taste. I miss how it feels when it drips down my throat. I miss how it hardly effects me.

4 10 75 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-11T05:35:16

Emotions

Most of the time. I am never happy. You can't see this in me. I smile a lot. When im not even happy. I smile because im crazy. I smile because im insane. I smile because im in pain.

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spikekutter
2013-01-10T22:43:42

My pot ranking

I am getting a ranking of 420. Maybe i should smoke some pot. Then try writing some creative poetry. I haven't smoked pot in a really long time. Sometimes i wish i never stopped.

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spikekutter
2013-01-10T22:35:40

Sharp Objects

I use to cut. Thats a fact. I use to cut while watching fear net. Hell, i even remember cutting. While, watching the horror movie cutting class. It never hurt. I thought it felt good.

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spikekutter
2013-01-07T02:10:23

Sickness

My world is spinning all around. I close my eyes and then i drown. I use to lay in bed with my own sweat and tears. I knew my life was over. I knew i was down and out.

10 0 167 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-06T22:11

Drugs

In the past i had a fun day. I hooked up with my raver friend Poprocks and we went out to play. We joined up with a bad crowd. Two guys found me attractive and kind of fought over me.

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spikekutter
2013-01-06T08:22:35

Not worth it anymore..

You guys never mention me. I might just as well leave and go to sleep. Im sick of people ignoring me. I sometimes wish i can just disapear so then no one can see me. Run me over throw me out.

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spikekutter
2013-01-06T03:10:03

Timeline

One dark night my friend Andi and i were walking down the street. She saw something strange behind a building. Se we decided to cross the street.

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spikekutter
2013-01-06T02:24:13

Free drinks

I use to have a girlfriend, her name was Hayley. She looked like a dude, but she was so sweet. She had an awesome personality, just like me.

8 2 205 words
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spikekutter
2013-01-01T04:23

I am a loser

I am a loser. I am a loner. I am a cheater. I am a liar. I am a thief and im a nobody. I have lost everything and i have no one to blame but me. I can't control everything. I can't remember anything.

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spikekutter
2013-01-01T03:43:14

Find yourself

I am feeling down today. I have no idea why. I miss you so much. I feel lost in my mind. my head is spinning in circles. I just can't keep you out of my head. I feel trapped in your existance.

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spikekutter
2013-01-01T03:21:40

Lost in life

I am lost in my life. I dont know where to go. I have no where to turn. I have no where to go. I will go this alone. Someday i will leave. I will not know where to go.

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spikekutter
2012-12-31T09:13:50

Lost in the past.

This is for you Shane.. Before i go. I just want you to know. That i can see that your busy. Because when i first started talking to you again i could just tell.

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spikekutter
2012-12-31T07:33:19

I am drowning in depression

I wrote this poem when i was 15 in the year 2008 because i was going through a really hard time in my life.. I am drowning in depression. I am spinning all around. I am drowning in depression.

10 0 110 words
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spikekutter
2012-12-30T07:10:44

the strength to go on

and i would also have to say this.. You're a strong person and you have been through a lot and you still do so just keep being strong no matter what happens...

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spikekutter
2012-12-29T00:24:31

about me

I dont really know what to say about myself except I like gory horror movies and i love papa roach and shinedown. I like to play video games.

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