Loveless Day
On the day of love, I realized how unloved I am. And how all these years I haven't noticed it. Now I know.
I'm not much of a speaker, but I am a thinker and a dreamer. Instagram: @chrissyy14
On the day of love, I realized how unloved I am. And how all these years I haven't noticed it. Now I know.
Finally, I've been strong Finally I'm strong enough To get over some things, But then. It just takes only one Second to break everything .
Freckles, freckles Everywhere, Not too many, But not too little, Medium long brown Hair, with the Huge brown eyes. Short but kind, But don't forget the Short temper.
I don't care anymore About love, or trying to find someone, I literally just don't Care anymore at the moment, I have better things to Focus on.
Sometimes I just feel like knocking my self out, only because I wouldn't be in the world for a while... But I would eventually Come back....
I have not failed, Ive just found 10,000 ways that don't work. ~Thomas Edison.
Yes. I'm werid, I do things differently From you. So that makes you Different too. If you think I'm strange, I believe I know more People quite more strange Than me.
What if I do this. What if I do that. It doesn't matter. You'll never come back. You'll never come back To being my mother Here. You'll always stay there, With your other family.
Talking about the whole situation makes me not want to talk to you, or anyone. I'm not sure where my Mind is at the moment. It's lost somewhere in this Crazy society.
Tidy here and there, Fix this, and that, It's never perfect in-till I think so. Cleaning my room, You might think "Oh what a chore!" But actually I enjoy Doing it.
Once you realize that your happy, that your done with all those troubles.. You feel relieved. You think maybe my rainbow has finally come. Maybe I can lead a happier life for a while.
If you want to live a good life, you have to make the right choices. ♡.
Don't think so much..it will just cause more problems that wasn't there before..
What is that feeling you get when you dont wanna break someone. Hurt them. Is it guilt. Sadness. Sorrow. Worry. Whatever it is, that's how I feel,but what can I say.
Sometimes love can come straight at you, and you get so excited that you don't know how to handle it.♡.
What of the damsel in distress doesn't want to be saved from the distress?.
I wish I knew... I wish I knew What this sadness is That's following me... I wish I knew what it's about.
And it feels like... In this world, music is my only friend..
If your trying to have a good time, and those feelings come and haunt you down.... Just try your best to ignore them... Soon they'll be gone..
No matter who I'm with, or what I'm doing, I always have dreadful feelings following me..
I hate it when I'm completely happy... And then sorrowful thoughts come and ruin it...
A good life is when you expect nothing, but is rewarded with everything ♡.
If you ever feel as if You will never have love, Then come with me, And I'll show you, that love Is all around. If love isn't there for you now, then trust me My friend, it will soon come around.
The best feeling in the world is when it's a Saturday night, no school Monday, and the night is still pretty young, and all you wanna do is sit down and do nothing...
And this is when you try to forget everything in life, and start over, and you think it will feel nice, if only life had a refresh button..
Sometimes it's nice to give up on life and start a new one... ♡.
Start copying what you love. Copying, Copying, Copying. And at the end of the copy, you'll find yourself. ~Yohji Yamamoto ♡.
It's funny how everything can change once that one person texts you....... ♡.
Wake up at a certain time. Do Ab and arm workouts. Eat. Put on nice clothes that I think you'll notice me in. Makeup. Hair. Brush teeth. Spray perfume. Rush to bus stop.
Once I lay my head down To sleep, All through the days Memories come through My head, Causing no sleep for me. I think of everything, besides sleep.
You are my inspiration, I can't get enough of your photos on Instagram. I might as well ham it, and confess I've been inspired to take photos like you.
Well it seems as if I've been played... I now know what it feels Like. It feels lonely and broken. But I couldn't help it, at the time I didn't think that you were all the same.
My emotions keep changing, back and forth back and forth. I hate it. I wish it could stop all at once. I wish I could let you go... But I don't know how. I hate how I get so attached easily.
If you could take back everything you ever regretted and do it all over again, would you do it. Or simply let things go, and don't believe in regrets?.
Be careful of what you say to someone, because that one person can remember that for years.. Maybe even forever. Trust me, because I'm one of them..
She walks through The school, looking Fashionable as ever, If only I could pull a lever, That would make me as clever as her.
I'm not quite sure how to describe this feeling: It's like it's.. Lost Sad And just no hope.. It's that kind of feeling.. I'm not sure why I feel this Way.
Yes, here comes another rant about my life, but this is the only place where I can express my feelings.
You better listen to that brain of yours.. Because your heart will go anywhere it smells love...♡.
First comes the rain...poring down, and then freezing wind and temperatures, then it seems like magically over night...
Maybe I'm using you to get over him. And maybe it's working.. But after my last love mishap, I don't fall hard for anyone anymore, I'm surprised I haven't fell hard for you yet...
Let go of the past, and the past will let go of you..
Here I lay.. Thinking "oh I'm fine now" "I'm over you totally" but as I read these quotes on love and hurt, it makes my love-less heart feel of sadness, and regret.
Someday, someone will love the bloody mess out of you. ♡.
Waking up and not feeling, as if today will be a good day, or a terrible one...so you make decisions to try and make the day better, you start wishing for this to happen, or for this to happen, but...
Beauty is not in the face, It's a light in the heart. ♡.
Sometimes you think things are goin ok.. But really they're not. And you know it. So instead you just sit down, and stop caring, about others, you, and the world..
BE STRONG, YOU NEVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE INSPIRING. ♡.
What's going on... Is this world just begging for me to be depressed. Does this world want my life to be miserable and sad. My parents got a divorce.
"15 years olds can't be in love, they have no idea what it is!" That is what my math teacher had said today.
I finally realize what everybody is talking about: this society, how we are pressured to be perfect like. I realize that I have pressured my self to be that way...
It's so hard to appreciate everyone. It's so hard to stay happy at times like this. Every time I get upset, I go back to that one main thing that makes me even sadder.
I believe that if you wake up in a bad mood, that I'm gonna have a bad day. And if I wake up in a good mood, watch out world, cause here comes a happy go lucky, positively, cocky freak..
Sometimes, like right now, I feel forever alone. Like I'm never going to find somebody. Yes I know, I'm young, but just shut up ok.
Dear past self, You had a lot of things happen to you in 2012.. For example.. You got an amazing race time at your cross county state meet. You dated the boy you had a crush on for 3 years.
Sometimes you just get so mad... And you don't even know why... And then you think back to all the bad things that had happened in the past... And then you get pissed off...
If you have a bestfriend in which you've became very distant to.. Put down everything, and call them up. You can't ever forget all the best times you had together.
Homework: it's quite a frustration at times. It will make you wanna bash your head into a wall.
Let your faith be bigger than your fears..
Hey y'all, I just wanted y'all to know I won't be on as much like I used to, it's because I'm back from my Christmas break and now back at school but whenever I'm at home I will post:) so don't stop...
What is right is not always popular , what is popular is not always right..
I'll fly away, fly away in the Morning, I'll fllyyy away..in..the..morning...
If someone truly wants you, if they truly love you, they'll come back to you...
Have fun, not for someone else but for you..
Whenever things go wrong. Just stop. And go the other way. Find something that makes you happy. And just live on.
Empty inside. That's how I feel today, I wish i could steal someone's happiness. All that my mind knows, is that something will happen today, and till then, I'll wait because I'm curious.
Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Sometimes when your down, you have to realize things so happen for a reason. Your either a lesson or a blessing to somebody. And good things will come to those who stay positive.
To have a rainbow you need a little rain. I've been told that so many times.. I've read it everywhere, It's been raining for weeks now, it's flooding.. Where's my rainbow.
All I want is somebody to want me, to love me, to talk to me throughout the day, I know that's a lot to ask for, but it's all I've ever wanted...
Doing resolutions, People never stick to them, unless your very Confident about it. I just let the year take its own path, instead if changing it, I just let it happen, and I see where it goes...
My new year is already going downhill.. I'm crying, I'm upset, and I'm just madly hating everything right now.. I'm mad. At my parents. They aren't together anymore.
Don't always believe what you think..
It's the New Year, and I'm already feeling sad and sorrow.... I knew If I kept up what I was doing, it was going to bite me back, and here I am... Bitten, sad, and not caring anymore...
Today is New Year's Eve, and today will be the last day you'll ever spend in this year. What will you do today to be remembered in this year.
I don't know what to do with myself.. I get over to in love, way to easily, I'm a huge flirt, and then I get broken hearted too easily also. So, what should I do.
"That's prolly why life is before love in the dictionary...".
My brother and his wife come over for a visit.
Sometimes I get in way over my head. And it makes me feel of dread. One moment I'm smiling like fool, then later I'm frowning like a drowning fish.
And I was right... Every time I think/imagine something, it doesn't happen. My mind is very messed up, I wish it could be fixed....
It is true... To much of a good thing can be very bad...
Waking up in the morning, realizing you slept in a bit, and that makes you happy. Getting up finding your puppy playing with her toy, patiently waiting for you to wake up.
They're both so sweet and kind to me, and I can't be mad at them. I couldn't date them, because first off they have girlfriends and second, it would be awkward in a way..
I always said I wouldn't dare disrespect them, but here I am... Doing exactly what I said I wouldn't do Times two... It feels so good, but it's so bad....
Even though I'm going through a hard time right now, when people tell me their problems, I don't feel bad for myself, I feel bad for them, and so i give them sympathy and it makes me feel like they...
Sitting around not doing any thing... Is this how I will always be. But what is there to do on this cold dreary day...
Sometimes happiness is a good thing, but it depends on what is causing your happiness, if its a bad thing making you happy, then your not truly happy, that's an addiction..
I say how much I hate those kind of people, but then I don't realize that I'm turning into one of those people..
We met for a reason. Your either a lesson, or a blessing..
I'm very weird about these things. If I imagine doing something, or with someone, I believe it will never happen if I imagine it, and strangely it never does happen...
Don't stumble over something behind you..
Forget what hurt you, but never forget what it taught you..
The best pace is a suicide pace, and today is a good day to die. ~Steve Prefontaine ( one of my favorite people in the world:) ).
They're worth it if they make you happy:).
Save the Earth, it's the only planet with chocolate. ^-^.
The moment you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long....
You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one..
Live your life and love the people in it,.
It's been a mildly cold December, and her parents have been fighting since early September.
I always trick myself into believing that I'm happy. And once I do that, I turn to be sad, because I always expect more from others, which I shouldn't, because it makes me feel lonely..