19 April 2012
She and I were Best Friends for nearly four years. She helped me through my first day at my previous school. We'd do whatever Best Friends do. We laughed, we argued, we had fun, we would pair up together, etc. That, that was my first year at my previous school.
We ended up not being in the same class the next year, and the next year, and the next year. We made new friends but we were still close. Until I got into high school..
At the start of 2012 (this year), things between her and I we're good. But then she just went different. Now she adds people she doesn't know, talks to randoms, nearly always swears on her statuses, she barely recognizes me when I'm online, she usually doesn't say much when I do talk to her. She makes me feel like I'm boring. I think she likes talking to her new friends more than she wants to talk to me. I feel like a person she only goes to when all her friends are against her, when one of her friends are against her, when she needs help. It never feels like she just wants to talk to me. I really hope she can see how I feel deep down.
Sometimes I cry about it but is it really worth it to cry over a "So Called Bestfriend?"
Best Friends? • Opuss № I