26 June 2012
The Worst Thing In The World Is Seeing Your Mother Cry.
No Heart Break Or Loss Of A Loved One Could Ever Compare.
It's Horrible To See The Person Who's Job Is To Protect You, And Keep You Happy And Safe,
Completely Break Down.
Like The World Is Just A Giant Hell Hole Determined To Hurt Everyone.
And All You Can Ever Do Is Sit And Watch, Or Just Place A Hand On Her Shoulder, Because She Has So Many Secrets,
Or Rather, So Many Untold Stories And Feelings,
That She Just Can't And Won't Tell You, Until You're Older,
Because You Are Her Child, Not Her Friend.
And All You Want Her To Do, Is Just Vent All Of Her Bottled Up Agony On You, Because You Hate To See Her Suffer Like This.
She Tells You About A Few Things, And Mentions How She Wasn't Given An Instruction Book On How To Raise A Child,
And Right At That Moment You Feel Like The Most Disgusting Piece Of Trash,
Just Because Your Mind Tells You That You're Part Of What Makes Her Cry, Because It Is Just So Stressful For Her To Try And Care For You.
You Just Feel So Helpless And Ashamed, Like You're Lacking So Much Knowledge, And You Can't Help Her At All.
And Suddenly Tears Leave Your Eyes Too, And The Both Of You Just Hug And Cry.
Odd How Things Work Out. o_O
Opuss № I