18 June 2012
right so, I went out with this guy I didn't like and I felt bad, seven weeks later we split up extreeeeemly awkwardly. we didn't speak for about three weeks and now we are really good friends.
now most would say that's good, and now the issue occurs when I look at him and smile; not because he's a friend, because I look at him and feel happy inside.
everything has switched over and I don't like it, I don't like feeling vulnerable to people around me and now I start giggling like a five year old when I see him - noticeable?
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