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Pile of poo Hmph :/.
just writing how i feel and where the pen leads me
Pile of poo Hmph :/.
A single tear drop, Carrying vast amounts of pain, Sliding down slowly, Lonely, So then others come out, And join it down the decline, Suddenly like a waterfall, Running down my face, Why is it...
The feeling creeps up, Like the grim reaper himself, You never want to feel it, When you're in a close hard relationship, The distancing of one, The cold hard shun, You can't control it, There's no...
You may think I'm new, But that is not true, I've been here for 10 long months, Just for a while I've been stumped, What to write, how to write, To be quite blunt, This may be shite, But I've...
You may think I'm new, But that is not true, I've been here for 10 long months, Just for a while I've been stumped, What to write, how to write, To be quite blunt, This may be shite, But I've...
Understanding your pain,. But can't think of what to say,. Hard to sit back,. And watch his heart crack,. Going through it in this painful way,. In this dark and depressing place,.
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You made a mistake,. But your regret is to late,. Say you two were drunk,. But that doesn't change what you done,. You lied,. Now Im saying goodbye. I expected it from him,.
You love your power,. Maybe I should shout louder,. Before this turns sour,. You love your power,. It's what she's always desired,. She will never retire,. At being a controlling mother,.
After all this time,. I got my guy,. I got my fella,. I've got my man,. A new lover,. He is mine,. And I am his,. Lets just see how long this lasts,. I've got a man for Christmas and New Years,.
Life is spiralling out of control,. The girl has lost all her goals,. Not sure what to do or where to go,. Her smile has failed to grow,. In the hectic life she has,. She always feels so sad,.
I may have found him, But I haven't got him, The guy I've always wanted,.
Thought I was getting better,. But the pain cuts deeper,. Sinking in easier,. I no longer struggle,. Don't want any cuddles,. One line added,. I never really had him,. Another line made,.
Try not to over think, Make something bigger than what it is, This could be over faster than a blink, Keep it calm, Keep it sweet, Hearts beating fast, This is what I think of last, Never image what...
You tell me to stay away,. And that he's trouble,. But you weren't saying that yesterday,. Well what seemed like only yesterday,. Leaving him would be a crime,. It'll only be time,.
Even though your no longer mine, I still care about you all the time,.
Head to the bright light, That's on the good side, The happiness had died, Within me, But I'm determined to come alive, Follow the bright light, It'll lead me to the good life, Oh what a...
Cos all of the stars have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them some day. Take what you need, And be on your way, And stop crying your heart out..
Sometime wish I'd never wake up, lose the need to put on my make up, just be me and let everyone see, I'm not as strong as I make out to be,.
He had run away from home,. My heart sank so low,. He was feeling all of life's blows,. His thoughts and feelings now closed,. I panicked,. I worried,. That you were lying somewhere bloody,.
Finally learnt my lesson, But there's just one last question, What's next.
I can finally get on,. But I'll never forget where I'm from,. Wanna fly the nest,. But they tell me to give it a rest,. Your not ready for this step,. Not old enough I bet,. Want a new start,.
I'm sick of being ignored, Tired of obeying your rules, You've lost your balls, So why am I still acting the fool?.
Have you ever been so low,. So low that you didn't even know,. Till it hits you in the face like cold hard snow,. And the tears start to flow,. Feel ready to burst,. From all the years of hurt,.
Back off, No, Give up, Never, Help.
Dedicate this to my ex ryan who isnt doing so well :(. ———————————————. You got my tears rolling,. You set my heart folding,. I've never wanted to help you more,. I've never felt such pain before,.
No matter how big of my heart,. My wishes weren't working with the stars,. I never gave up on my faith,. Until my love turned to hate,. Why refuse to grant my wishes,. Had I been that bad,.
So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me No, I won't rescue you to just desert me I can't give you the heart you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables.
I knew you were trouble when you walked in :/.
The truth about love is it don't exist. The truth about love is its all a fix,. The truth about love is its all a piss,. The truth about love is its all gone amiss,.
I want you to know,. This ain't no show,. I want you to see,. What you're doing to me,. So just listen please,. This isn't going to be a breeze,. And my life is stuck on freeze,.
Basically for AS English for homework had to write a short story so thought I'd share mine with you. Hope you like it.
after the night of hidden needs,. We yearned for each other with no release,. As we laid there with nothing but our socks,. The midnight deed had been popped,. You put your arms around me,.
I'm not gonna lie,. I happier when I'm with a guy,. I don't understand either so don't ask me why,. I'm not gonna lie,. I love the chat up lines,. My heart skips a beat,. Oh that doesn't rhyme,.
I should probably update you today,. that I was in a loving relationship,. but he couldn't stay,. and I let my feelings slip,. remembering that one last kiss,. baby you will be missed,.
Ladies and gentlemen, chicks and dudes birds and studs, listen up, I have some big news, so put down your food, you may want to sit, no I did not say spit, and please retain your fits, and for god...
the sun was shining,. my skin was browning,. my hairs been bleached,. back to its natural blonde,. the sky was blue,. the place was new,. surrounded by people I never knew,. the pool was cool,.
got job trial today and SO NERVOUS D:.
if this is love,. drown me in it,. if this is happiness,. cover me with it,. if this is innocence,. shout it out to the world,. if this is right,. show me in writing,. if this is what's meant to be,.
I dread to think. what I've missed. from being absence. what glory has gone amiss. I hate to see. the talent I could have seen. the words of wisdom. your opusses hold beneath them,.
if I could say,. will you pay,. beg me to stay,. or is this our last day,. secrets to tell,. thoughts to sell,. if my feelings fell,. it'd all come pouring out,. and I'd forget how it felt,.
our time is precious,. our time is sweet,. build up the memories,. camera at the leap,. if love was a felony ;),. I'll pretend it's a holiday,. even though you'll be gone for more than a few days,.
morning :).
morning glory,. warning story,. there once was a guy called cory,. who liked to have sex in the morning,. but when that got all boring,. he went into deep mourning,. and would go to sleep snoring,.
I think you've got me mistaken,. maybe this test should be retaken,. my ego has gone into deflation,. and I can't sort out my frustration,. I'm more on the wild side,.
big dresses,. floaty dresses,. long dresses,. short dresses,. our school year was the bestest,. shiny suits,. black suits,. grey suits,. smart suits,. all the guys looked pretty much the same,.
tonight is my prom, could anything go wrong.
you're definitely a keeper,. I'll never deceit her,. it has gone by in a blur,. that's what he said to her,. she smiled for a while,. till her face began to ache,. with him she refused to be fake,.
once you've seen then maybe you'll believe that this is what i think of little old me no high opinions nothing special like ya thinking I'm not popular or a fashion star just plain boring me just...
know what rhymes with tough. rough... just how you like your sex ;).
my fingers are crossed,. my fingers are locked,. my heart is beating fast,. my hopes are set up high on a slope,. I'll see my baby,. I'll see my man,. back home from base,. with his packed up case,.
with your job comes uncertainty,. whether your home for the weekend,. or slaving away back at base,. all I picture is that lovely smile on your face,. when your with me,.
I'm not gonna bother,. I'm not gonna try,. I'll give you what you want,. no matter whether I think it's not right,. I don't want to fight,. because my emotions are high,.
You make me smile. On the rainy days. Under whatever circumstances you make me happy,. All my thoughts turn to you. Return to me quick so I can show you my love.
anyone like the artists "chase and status". if so can you name some good songs of theirs. lol, wanna get into their music .
I've got the perfect boyfriend,. new relationship yet feels like I've been with him for ages,. everything is great on that side of life,. my heart is beating for him, my love,. yet my heart is torn,.
what can I say, to make it all okay, what can I do, to make you renewed, is there anything at all, to make you "you" again, if I said a joke, would you laugh or choke, if I made a poem, will you see...
man, not afraid to say I've missed you,. not afraid to say I've needed you,. not afraid to say I'm glad your back,. not afraid to say I'm thankful we're friends,.
I've got my man,. I'm his biggest fan,. all we've ever been is close,. even before our new found post,. I want to make him happy,. I want to see him smile,. no matter how hard it is,.
had a great day,. catching the sun rays,. with a guy I'd go as far as to say,. that he is the best guy I've known,. that loves me no matter that I'm insane,. lovely time in castle park,.
I cannot wait, I'm out on what you could call a date, I cannot wait, I'm in a crazy state, I hope it's sunny tomorrow, maybe he'll let me borrow, maybe even treasure his heart, let's hope tomorrow...
15+ bad language. was that status about me,. from the one I thought was keen,. am I really that slut,. that you posted a hate status about,. do I make you feel sick,. like you posted with one click,.
doubt any of you noticed, doubt anyone ever noted, the lack of poems from me, normally I do them with speed, writing for me is normally a need, I guess I just lost my dreams, nothing inspired me, to...
I've wasted my nights, You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed, Still stuck in that time, When we called it love, But even the sun sets in paradise ❤.
it's never easy when it comes to love, always a hard choice to make from above, love life is busier than my local pub, it's so crazy, and I dunno what to do bruv, wanna make the right choice, wanna...
my friend comes to me when she's scared and afraid,. she turns to me hoping some of my braveness will wash onto her,. my friend looks to me when she needs a friend,.
I can't find no wrong, our relationship is strong, I get where your coming from, I will never let you go, where you gone.
I think he's falling me,. just as I have for him,. I think he likes me,. just like I like him,. I think he enjoys our talks,. probably not as much as I do,. he makes me smile lots,.
that one guy who can make me smile,. that one guy who acts real kind,. that one guy you think is proper sly,. but really he is just so fly,. that one guy who looks out for you,.
rude words 14+. all boys are idiots,. even the one I started liking, trusting, flirting,. his day of silence is hurting, deserting,. I was fine,. till you were on my mind,. now this crap,.
wish I wasn't so impatient,. then maybe I wouldn't get so paranoid,. about a silly boy,. wish I wasn't so impatient,. then I wouldn't get so anxious,. over a silly boy,. wish I wasn't so impatient,.
so your blaming me for the fact you have a problem with something and that when your angry you shout which makes your throat hurt!!!!!. NOT EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. :/ no wonder I can't wait to leave..
I know this pretty cool guy. who is at the age of 20. he flirts plenty. I've waited for replies intensively,. waiting for him to impress me,. four years age gap,.
you say I've changed, you don't like me this way, but I've been me all along, trying not to burst out, into a angry loud song, you say I've changed, I'm not like the old Katie, you say I've...
words cannot describe what I feel inside whats happened to all my pride.
I try and I try, won't stop till I die, to find that one guy, who will fit by my side, and love me for life, who'll never tell me lies, he'll treasure our time, when it's cold and bad, he'll take me...
every moment I stop,. every moment I think,. every breath I catch,. every beat my heart skips,. a tear comes to my eye,. I break down and cry,. left on the floor to die,. with no one by my side,.
you're fading, fading,. my time wavering, wavering,. I'm losing my baby, my baby,. our memories hazy, hazy,. I've broken you, broken, broken,. I messed you up, hurting, hurting,.
when I die,. I want to of survived,. something tragic,. something magic,. when I die,. I want to be remembered,. I want to be treasured,. forever and eternity,. when I die,. I want forgiveness,.
too upset to cry,. too innocent to lie,. too attached to say. goodbye,. too nervous to say I'd die,. without you in my life,. Too little hope for us,. Too little chance I've got.
your breaking my heart,. and doubt I'll really get that second chance,. you say it'll take time,. but by then you'll get the second girl in the line,. don't know if I can be fine,.
he's giving us another go,. only we need to know,. after the mistakes I've made,. seen him cry in pain,. love must be strong,. if we can even attempt to regain our relationship.
head can't stop thinking, alarm clock won't stop blinking, 2:30am, heart can't stop beating, but my appetite stops me from eating, feeling queazy my lungs won't stop breathing, big gasps of...
Are we liars, In denial, Are we smoke without the fire, was this worth it. I deserve it, .
18+ rude and swear words and sexual preferences why am I such a slag, how could I of been so bad, corrupted, bitch, I should go die in a ditch, I ruined him (my ex), what was I...
I heard you dyed your hair, and that it's looking really nice, you're not answering my calls, and that's not so cool, I want to speak to you, but maybe I've been a fool. have I done something wrong.
- -. '. '. '. ^. I feel cheated,. been defeated,. my heart is weeping,. it says in my name,. I'm meant to be the thief,. stealing others hearts,. not the other way round,. I've been thinking,.
I hope they never know,. the mistake I have made,. I was foolishly brave,. to believe he had changed,. it's now all one big haze,. I want to forget that dreadful day,. was it all my fault,.
the scary moment when I'm in an exam,. I stop for a minute,. forget who I am,. those few mistakes,. turning my self view to hate,. this really cannot be my one and only fate. you've ruined me,.
sorry guys I've not been on in a while been very busy with exams and life problems, I'll get writing ASAP xxx lots of love stolenhearts I.e Katie xoxoxox.
he will come crawling back,(they always do). but he put me down,. I felt so flat,. he won't last(they never do). but when he wants something,. he's on me fast,.
daydreaming our fears away, catching any imagination that's gone stray, moulding it together like clay, freeing our mind letting our thoughts play,. when I'm lost in a song,.
I don't think she realises just how much I'll miss her, and the amount of laughter she can stir, all the pain she's helped to deter, I'm going to miss her in the coming terms, I want her to see how...
why is it now that I decide I can't take it anymore, after all the times I've cried on my bedroom floor, living life rich and poor, lost like a child in the food store, why can't I be happy like I...
me and my close mate jake wrote this together, taking it paragraph by paragraph. he started so you should tell which bits were mine and which we're his.
I feel so unmade like there's a load missing are you my missing piece I doubt that I'm beginning to fade, is it the memory of us kissing, that's keeping my mind at peace, feel so incomplete I'm...
you made me feel special, you made me feel wanted, when I was with you I felt beautiful, but now you've left me, and I don't feel at my best, I think I need a rest, from all these life tests, you...
I use to believe in love at first sight but now I've given up that right,. I've given up the fight,. for the one that should be mine,. whoever ends up with me will deserve someone better and nice.
with teardrops falling from my eyes. and my heart getting ready to fly. I feel like this is goodbye. to old me that was surely nice. A change is needed to fix my weeping heart.
never felt so lonely. never felt so unwanted. never felt comfortable in my own skin. never stopped wishing I was someone else. never will stop loving the wrong guys.