7 October 2012

Have to get up Have to be awake Have to get ready For Christs sake

Have to brush my teeth Have to style my hair Have to be prepared For this mornings nightmare

Have to change clothes Have to find my shoes Have to double check I've nothing to lose

Have to wait for her Have to sit by the door Have to be ready For this one she so adores

Have to triple check Have to stand as she arrives Have to walk to the car Air slicing like knives

Have to leave it in the back Have to hold a conversation Have to make her smile There is no contemplation

Have to distract her Have to distract me too Have to distract by talking Not at so blue

Have to hide the tears Have to hide the pain Have to hide myself Show no disdain

Have to keep her from worry Have to keep her up high Have to keep her here I won't let her try

Have to bury my pains Have to bury my fears Have to bury everything To keep her from tears

Have to say hello Have to say goodbye Have to say the right things So she does not cry

Have to remember Have to reminisce Have to remind myself Of her past depression hits

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