2 September 2012
I watch you climb Want to be at your side I'm so glad for you I shan't worry you with these feelings of mine
I'm so happy Just for you But I can't ignore That inside, I'm feeling blue
I support you fully As you've always known But my pain is growing And keeping me thrown
Try not to care But it only becomes worse I stay quiet for you Although I might curse
Just write About the unknown pain So you won't worry And I won't be in vain
I feel so sorry To think like this I should be whole-heartedly happy Not remotely close to pissed
Conflicting myself Constantly now Pushing myself towards A final bow
So sorry again To not have the ability To tell you the truth inside Secretly killing me
Still try so hard For us to see the bright side After all, you're the one I know I can confide
This battle keeps going Against myself I've not a clue what to do, Can anyone help?
I'll always write No doubt on that But there must be something else Other than tears upon my cat
I've no idea I'll continue to write Even if it means Admitting me, myself, and I are having a fight
I'll Continue To Write • Opuss № I