28 July 2012
Stomach is aching Headache is nerve-racking I can't breath through my nose My mouth is dry
Couldn't sleep well last night Woke up this morning Without any fright So I tried go back to sleep
Instead I was hounded For an hour full of yells, T.V pounding my ears, And a cane continusly sliding on my body
I tried to ignore her I didn't want to go But when she shook me Enough was enough
"No," I said strongly And she continued to hound "I don't want to go," "Well you're going!"
"No I'm not!" I got up very dizzily And strutted to this backroom I buried my face in a pillow
She walked behind me And cussed me out "Why not?!" Obviously irritated "Because I don't want to!"
"Well fine! It's stupid for you to act like this If you want to be like this, then you can just go home. " I thought about it As I cried and cried
She's been gone For 40 minutes now I'm still crying I'm still sick
I want to leave So badly But I want to see my dad And his other family
I wish I could just leave Not worry about it at all But for now I'll lay here and sob, Maybe if I'm up to it later, I'll go for a run.
I Wish I Could Just Leave • Opuss № I