18 July 2012
It isn't your fault No not one bit Mostly all mine For just going through this shit
I didnt cry as I went No I stayed bottled up Until you said something That made me give up
So instead of pleading Like I usually do I walked away then sat down I burrowed my head, with talking a no-go
I finally broke Yet hadnt cried a tear After 3 minutes You finally came near
You thought it was your fault And said a sincere sorry But I turned from you I had almost started crying
You put your arms around me And held me close I mostly stayed silent The word no being used most
You finally went home After I said it 3 times I was finally alone I could now cry
I gathered my things Over by the tree I started to let tears go But only three
I headed home Thinking of how I made this mess What a jerk I was to him I must confess
So when I got home I shed a couple more Told myself I'll be fine I'll apologize tomorrow, that's for sure
I made myself lovesick Just putting up with all this crap From all those guys beating on me With mostly words, giving me a bad rap
But I'm working through it I've got my Opussian family Although it's kinda hard When most are already sleeping
Lovesickness isn't something new But I hope for all of us To become team and help each other through With the problems that give a fuss
Lovesick • Opuss № I