31 August 2012

Caution: Brutal Language

Calcium deficiency Is kicking my ass Gym is making it worse My bones are becoming glass

No milk to keep them strong No nutrients to keep me healthy I don't like fruits, peanut butter, or milk And my sicknesses are stealthy

Sore muscles Weak bones I still go Usually without meds or phones

The pain I get Is what I deserve But sometimes shit happens Like my deficiency curve

Run, stop Head pounds No good water here It must be found

Try to reposition Instant spikes My legs protest Against my hikes

Try again And continue on I'm not giving up Until I've won

Soreness and calcium deficiency Put up a fair fight At least it's only my legs and feet Not my arms and stomach all night

Stay still Take a breath Put a little pressure on Wanna go meet Death

Walk all day Toss all night How shall I survive With fires alight

Try, try, try And move on with it all It's what I've known Since I was 4, and I had my first fall

Emotional, of course I wasn't as clumsy then Daddy promised to be there I'd see him for the first time, waited in the den

Long story short He never came And I appointed myself As the blame

Not good enough Not special to him So I worked, and still do, To accomplish every whim

Grew up In a snap And with my body aching I shan't put up with this crap

I will it so Constantly fighting pain in my world Without pills or remedies But with our beautiful words

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