24 August 2012
Highschool will be better It always is Middle school is the only one that sucks Somehow, that's hard for me to believe
It all turns out okay No worries You'll be perfectly fine Somehow, that's hard for me to believe
You're great at what you do You won't mess up You're the 'Golden Child' Somehow, that's hard for me to believe
If highschool will be better Why am I so scared? If it'll be okay Why is my heart still in pieces?
If I'm the 'Golden Child' How come nobody Would be there Just once, for me?
Why do I find that Hard to believe? I know why I've little to no trust
No trust In most of my family In most of my friends In all of me
I was hurt Without a single touch To my life And what I was about
Ignorance Brought on non belief Which permanently placed Trust issues in all I do
Why you refused To even show me You were trying I may never know
Over the years, Of being bullied And going unnoticed I grew up
No one knew No one cared No one noticed A little girl, being too hard on herself
Mentally killing herself Criticizing everything She loved to do And participate in
No grace No help Just ignorance Through all of it
And once She gave herself some slack Self confidence came quick As well as actual friends
This new life Has been scary And she still doesn't know Who to trust
And what she Should believe Through it all She somehow found a way
Which proves, You Can Too
Somehow • Opuss № I