20 July 2012
No voicemail today Has he given up Or is he taking his time With a darker plot
I'm happy no words Have escaped today Though this past week Has been rough anyway
What if he calls later Wanting to say sorry Will I answer for once Or ignore him, like usually
What if he does say sorry Will I forgive him No, I doubt he'll even call We each have our own whims
What if I called him Then what would happen Would he answer Or cuss me out again?
Maybe he won't call God, I hope he doesnt I don't want hear his lies And live the past, in the present
He's gone for now I'd better enjoy it while I can Because I have no idea If he'll ever call again.
Opuss № I