17 July 2012
She came home Early for once Sat on the couch Stared into the distance
I said hello She said hi Within 5 minutes She had hurt my pride
Stayed completely quiet Not even a glance For her daughter whose worked so hard For one small chance
I said something To break the silence And she gave me that look Of pure defiance
Her eyes screamed Telling me so many things That I was a bitch like always And not willing
She said no words Her eyes had spoken But her lips turned to a smile Knowing I was broken
She said good night Got up and left Without any worry To her daughter not so deaf
I sat stunned I shouldn't have though Lived with it all life long You all know
Why doesnt she care? I know I try to make myself found Will she ever care About her daughter living in the backround?
No I guess not. Time to move on It's hard to let go It's not any fun
But it only brings me pain So I'll attempt to let go Of my mother and How she flies solo
It makes me wonder If I'll ever be like her God, I hope not That I'm sure
I vow to be different In a much more positive way She's hurt me so much I'm always in a sway
So I say farewell Mother of mine You've tought me good lessons Some not so divine
Here lies my final words To you, the real witch Good bye, my old friend Whose mind holds a true glitch.
Opuss № I