10 August 2012
For my mother
Caution: Explicit Language
I'd tell you the truth In a heartbeat All you've got to do Is ask me
Please don't lie It has left your daughter In a pool of tears Because of your actions today
I thought you trusted me You know I would've told you What was right and wrong But obviously, you don't.
You give me this freedom You give me responsibilities Yet you don't trust me To tell you the truth
Wow, thank you For making my day Fucked-up No, really, I mean it
I totally wanted To feel sick all day And be lied to Thanks. Couldn't be better
All I wanted Out of today Was a hug From anyone
But if I did that Who knows what You'd lie about To me next
I don't have a plan I wish I did So for now, I'm gonna wait and see
See if you ever tell me What the truth is Why you don't trust me And if I can leave
Because I know I'm sick of living here Suffocated by your lies All you had to do
Was ask me Given me an ounce of trust Something to show I was worth something to you
Bit by bit You're eating me away With your lies So whether you like it or not
I'm running To a new home I can't stay near you anymore It's put me over the edge
Far too many times I refuse to listen To you And your lies
Your Lies • Opuss № I