Crazy Kid

"well, is it or not ?" I say, getting a bit worried, I don't blame him - parents at 18 and not married, but even engaged!! I wonder what my mums going to say about this then,
"Sorry Milly, it's just a lot to take in! Are we still going to Easter islands then, or do you want to go home an look after baby?" Freddie says, putting me in a really awkward position.
"What ever you want to do, I'm in!"i said, trying to make the situation better, but my plan probably backfired and Freddie didn't take what I said very well.
"Well.Milly, we are in a relationship so I want to do what's for the better, and sometimes I need a little help with choosing the right decision. Just please stop asking me to do all the work, would ya?"As soon as it had all left his mouth, I was speechless, I felt my eyes prick, I allowed a tear to trickle down my cheek,"Well, I'm the one pregnant, so......" I didn't know what to say, so I walked of to see the receptionist, and asked for a room, with two separate beds. leaving Freddie there. stood there. Gawping at the ground where I once stood.
I didn't know what to think, when I told Freddie that we've both got separate beds he just nodded, glumly, I felt so bad!
It's not my fault, what have done wrong? I love Freddie, I love my baby, bit I don't know what to do.

"Freddie, I'm sorry, in just a bit frazzled with 'baby' an all!" I say opening the cabin door to our new room, finding him lying on his bed,"It's just that when you asked me what I wanted to do, I just needed to stay back at home, but wanted to have an adventure. But with baby coming, it might be easier staying at home, so I can give birth in a hospital. But what will i tell my mum? 'mum your a grandparent!' she won't exactly take it very well" sitting on my ed I let out a deep sigh, Freddie sat up, I was looking straight at my lap - or baby bump! When Freddie lifted my chin up and kissed me, I don't think I should have swapped rooms! :p

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