26 May 2012
The next day, i went to the ships doctors for another pregnancy test, 'negative' I was so confused. At the doctors, Freddie and I went, unfortunately to find out I'm not pregnant. We were really confused ,"Maybe the test was wrong, remember the first time you came to see me?" I nodded as the doctor continued,"Well I was sure I could feel 'it'. so, tomorrow, I want you to come back here, so we can do yet another test, and if you show up tomorrow, then it'll be more pacific, like if you are positive then it'll give you a date of when the baby might be due."
All I could do is nod, not very reassuring for the doctor, or Freddie." ok doc. We'll be there" Freddie confirmed the time, while I just sat there, deep in thought, baby names
Girly - Alice Rose
Boy - Alexander Richard
Freddie liked both their names.
He looked over at me, I was pale I could tell, speechless, sad, disappointed and many more emotions mixed up as one," are you ok hun?" he asked me as we walked out of the medical part if the ship," Two more weeks on the ferry then we'll hire a boat and set off for easter islands, if that's what you want."
Hand in hand, we walked back to the sky-deck and got a smoothie,"I don't know what I want, but I have been giving this a lot of thought, and I want to................ Go to the Easter islands," I said with a big grin on my face,"it will be something I've never experienced before, and after a year or so, if you want to, we could go back to the mainlands." getting really excited now I drank my smoothie up in 3 huge gulps. I hope Freddie liked my idea, yet I'm still a bit worried about the test tomorrow,"Freddie, you know my test tomorrow, be there won't you? Hold my hand all the way through it and please speak for me, because I fear I'll be deep in thought and lost for words to say," I said, skimming my eyes over the menu for some ideas on what to munch on for lunch,"I'm extremely nervous, and you being there will mean a lot to me, and will take part of the weight off my shoulders." his face was unreadable, his expression was blank, his eyes were focused overboard, at the sea.
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