Eighteen. Macabre & Romance
I guess her screams were more than a memory. Like lungs filling with water. Like skies turning into darkness. A shadow, a spirit killer. The floor still had a violent creak.
Your voice is a distant echo, But your love blinded my soul. So break your precious halo. From the skies to black coal. Align like the planets last dance.
Take your promises And break them apart So that I don't have to Rip them from my heart It's all to over hazed I cannot see ahead My love is mirror blinded To the day we spent in bed So snap my...
"Day dum. Da da. Dum day dum" You sing to me. With the piano riff echoing behind. Through the rainy window, see. Still too young to fail And to scared to say "I love you". When should I call you...
Find what keeps you in fear. Seek out the dangers it holds. But fight them off your tears. Turn them from black to gold. Facing this life is juxtaposed. Holding the pity people feel.
Broken dreams Shattered glass Boney fingers Nightmares pass Darkened screams Withered nights Drooping flowers Guided lights Secret magic Scarlett eyes Loving potion Young girl dies..
Shimmering twilight hours, Shift through phases of the moons Cold air breathing in the lungs. Her face. A gaze at you.
Daisies fall As winter stole summers thrill. Long nights Of missing your perfect will. Morning light As the story grows ever old. Icy heart Your voice everlasting cold.
Leave your marks. Your black and blue bruises. I know you too well. As alcohol blood infuses. Haunt me till I'm dead. Losing me such relief. My body left pale. Escaped the pain belief.
Haven't posted in ages. Very sorry opussers/followers. I promise to start writing again. So much has been happening lately, and tbh I've had no real inspiration- writers bloc for real. Xxx.
Let yourself be beautiful As you always say to me Can we lay close entwined Close my eyes to breathe. Hands scrape my hair So close to you I feel, Without these moments Could I tell what was real.
Vibrations in my head, Tremble through my veins The dark thoughts dread. Oxygen levels to my mains. The flashes of lighting Can hardly be seen You pulsing is frightening In this crowd you've been.
Turn up at my door with flowers. Embrace me with your wishes, Tonight we walk in style. Your thoughts are filled with kisses. I can ease you of your pain.
Broken wings of a little song bird She's never gunna fly to the top of the world Singing without so much of a word. Fading like wind breathing in.
The New Year arrived, With an awakening of your kiss. A warm and soft touch, That of which I had wished. In the early hours. I crept into your bed. To find a space for me, A place to lay my head.
She awoke feeling different. Like her soul had sold Making her skin soft, And her heart solid gold Her sighs echoed. Her breathing deep. Chapped lips And crooked feet.
Merry Christmas to one and all. Hope you all have a wonderful day!xxx.
I've hit the illusion Nothing else to say Like a dawn fusion Falling for the day. Write it in the skies Go on, embarrass me Tell the world your lies Caution love to be.
So has anyone else opuss not worked for like ages!. My ranks gone right down.. I'm so sad:(.
Time is irrelevant When the clock is broken Language we speak That cannot be spoken. Twisted bones Saddled with fear Hopes are grown The future is near.
We don't belong The waters crashing The melody burning She's a monster. Now darkness Her eyes are sharp Voice of a harp Bones weak and pale.
I'm finally 18. .
Your last breath Tingles my lips And your sigh weakens Life from your fingertips. Tell me that I'm yours, Before you leave me. Fulfil my last request Before your eyes can't see.
We want more Human nature at its best, Turning our bodies to gold, And this love is a test. A risk worth taking. Too fragile to miss, My hands are shaking Please take my kiss.
Nothing's ever been clearer. Seeing your perfect. I'm in love with you. And this is worth it. So that when the sun shines, And the rays hit my face. I know that you know That this is our place.
Is it just this pain I'm feeling, That's really digging deep. With no matter of the silence, From the tears that I weep.
By candle light we lay, With your fingertips entwined, Your arms around my waist, Forever more be mine.
@JamieGreen95 It's seems like we've been through a lot. I guess we have, right. Tough and happy memories Yet we always hold on tight. We don't know what's approaching But we know the time is near.
Pull out the courage They screamed. Move forward like a King, Filled with passion it seemed. We're the same, Yet now we're old. Give me your Lionheart, Forever long to hold.
#trust #emotion My hand is left searching for yours As you pull away from my bed. It can't be true those things That you claimed to have said.
I hold on to the night. The time you said you loved me. Baby what happened. We're in this trouble see. Everything's coming down to nothing. This moment in time, Where we decide if this is it.
I like to thank everyone who entered the #deeplove competition. Had some amazing entries, I love reading them all. 3rd place goes to @sjw who's piece was so thought provoking.
I've only had one entry to my #deeplove #emotion competition.. Please enter!xxx.
Just wanted to hold one to be honest. #emotion - #deeplove Closing date is Saturday . Get writing. Xox.
Cling on to my last breath. We're two lovers here. Look into my eyes, Dream of me being there. Your body is like a haven. Where I know I lay still, Saving myself from hurt, Our comfort in strong...
Her eyes watch the car as it leaves her driveway. Noticing the gasoline pump into the air. Tears roll down her cheeks, Her green glassy eyes stare. The snow fell from the sky.
There's haze on her window, As the glowing sun creeps in, The early morning starts, And falls on her pale skin. Unmade sheets, From the night before, As she breathes out Mist is released as her roar.
#firstlove Water laps around me, Pulling me under, Soothing my burnt skin, From my killing wonder. The car we one sat in, Was lit up with flames, Until I drove us in, The lake with sudden waves.
Drinking Smoking Sleeping Always texting. Kissing Trying Thinking Love attaching. Partying Dancing Touching Forever experimenting. Eating Bitching Fantasising Years shortening..
Shine through me, Like a laser light. Being me hope, Let me see it bright. Your kiss is like a beam. It brings light to the dark Hoping that it creates That electric spark.
My eyes are tired, Red with pain, Drained out, Like desert rain. Dull ache Through my bones, Crushed silk, Love on loans. Fairy wings Through locked doors, Unpainted walls, Red foot sores.
You say I steal your breath But I do not feel it, In my deep heart of mine, In the jar that it should sit. Your eyes I miss the most, Like stars without the glow. To see what is in front of you.
Death is inevitable. It's like a cloud of rain. It makes your life turn black, But it takes the sudden pain.
For LJ. I can't feel you here. Or see your eyes, Or taste your lips, Or hear your sighs. You're not too far away, But it feels like miles. It won't be too long. Till I see your smile.
After a hard night of drinking Jack & Coke, And woke up and thought to myself " what a joke ".
My opuss hasn't been working. Stupid iPhone update. Anyone else?xx.
Sit on your window sill, Make those little wishes Where reality escapes, To remember our kisses. Run away with me, I know it sounds crazy But fly with me to neverland, Where dreams are hazy.
competition between me and @JamieGreen95 for the banter :) It's like looking up on a summers day, And seeing a snowflake falling down. Like the winds are feeling, And you hear their sorrow frowns.
The Dyson Twins, Aged seven, Blonde hair, blue eyes Light skin as heaven. Not angelic, Hidden demons Staring in my window Eyes like a freeman.
Would we have imagined that it would end like this. Lay down beside me. It is our last kiss. Please just let it be.
I think we're symmetry. Perfect opposites Yet attracted. All the hitches and wits. We breathe in unison. Like tides in the sea, Can't this just be more. Than a short term flee.
When your words are never good enough. That's when my love is real. When you feel as though things could get tough. Don't question my love. When you're on breaking ground. That's when my love is real.
#emotion #fanatical As a blink the white walls stare at me, Pulling their ugly faces. Screaming at my persona, Taking me to those places. We, together must plan against this.
My vision is doubled. I'm walking on a line, Trying to prove I'm sober Or use the lie " I'm fine". You're leaving this town, And I can't go, It's like my heart has to wait, Until it says so.
I actually love Opuss. It's like we're a little family :).
Okay it was very hard deciding who was the winner, thank you to everyone who entered, I loved reading all of the entries.
The household competition is still on, I won't be picking a winner until this afternoon. Any late entries make sure you're in by 3pm. I'll announce the winner at 4. Much love xxx.
She'll be your obsession, and you'll be her possession. She'll be your waking hour and your midnight sleeping drug. It's hypocritical. She'll love you and kill you.
I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster. Shake me Till you wake me From this nightmare. Make me survive, Beat my heart Don't fall apart. It just can't be.
Okay so speaking with the wonderful @naaviie I understand , kind of haha. So I want to stick to the word #wonder so please tag away. I can't wait to read them!xxx.
Okay, I have NO idea what to do.. But I'm guessing I give you a topic an then tag me in them and I read them all?. Haha sorry- I'm really crap at this. Right the word I want you to use is #Wonder.
Don't enter the day, You might stray, Into the world of wonder Magic and ponder. The light illuminates, Muscled men lift their weights.
As we lay in bed with the rain all day, Sharp intake of breath, You'll be okay. Is it that I take your air away.
FINALLY I GOT A JOB. SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
I'm being torn apart inside. I never want to lose you. It gets harder every day. You're the one I hold on too. No-one can take you're place. I hate the situation we're in, I just need to see your...
My feet are scratching beneath the earth. The pain and illusion, Don't laugh at me, Just life and death fusion.
The alcohol is running through my veins, Just like you, The drug I need, The touch you bring never makes do. I need you more, Make me numb, I need to forget, I'm the prize you've won.
So my beautiful followers- I'm going to Paris for a few days. It's going to be amazing. I finally get to go to my dream location. The smells, food, fashion and art.
I sleep with the windows open, So the cold can wrap around me dear. Feel it deep within my bones, But that's how you slept when you were last here.
We'll be fine, Winds roaring Don't worry, Let my love feel like its soaring. I'm your king And your beggar, Trying to keep the child from crying, Emotions like the weather.
I'm barely breathing I'm falling apart I'm still holding With a broken heart. Your names echoes Through the early hours The pain has meaning Insomnia overpowers.
Be my never ending no name. Smile to the wall of shame, The shadows are crawling in upon your skin, An everlasting dream full of sin.
It's like when we're alone we don't pretend. Who. What. And why. My stomach want to emerge butterflies and float around me, making me into a giddy little girl. It's your effect, I can't stop.
Fairytales Wishing wells Pots of gold Never sold. White witches Seethed twitches In the dark wood Where 100 men stood. Whispers of magic Ended so tragic From the rolling hills To sunset mills.
My legs are untangled From these wicked sheets, That hold me down in prison, As I try to sleep. My thoughts are stirring, Conquests on my mind, As if it's though I'm falling To very fast to find.
I feel as though my nights are full of disturbance, Cold winds that blow, Restless sleep, You're on my mind so go, My body fidgets with anticipation, Of when you're next around, I can't stand to be...
No man is an island. Never left to himself His thoughts And his desires. No man is a traveller. Never wondering His soul And his actions. No man is the ocean.
My head is drunk with love. My heart filled with pain. For which it beats for you. In war you gain. I miss those whispered promises. Of the far and distant lands. For those sacred and holy.
I love you without knowing how, or when or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; do I love you because I know no other way that this: where I does not exist, not...
As I sit on the aged stone steps My cries For the wind is blowing on my hair. And for that I miss your eyes. To tell me that you miss me, I felt it deep within me.
Compose the soul. Dull ache in my head, Pain through my bones, Soothe my hurt instead. Whisper my name. Don't ever leave, I need your presence, Your love i perceive. Your eyes are windows.
To hear your tone it soothes me, Gives chills right through me. It calms my nerves, My everlasting urge.
I sit in my dream world full of slumber, Until you pop up, I start to wonder.
When I stare into your eyes there's hope. I know there is, I can feel it, Taste it, Want it. I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you. Losing us and what the future holds.
Is it just my dreams, That hold what could be. When your body is laying next to mine. When "I love you" is just a saying to me. The rain is pouring, The skies are bleak.
Pull me closer. I want to feel you. Your warmth & touch. That thing you do. Stroke my skin. Make me breathe. Kiss me deep. Our bodies weave. Soft vibes. Pulsing hearts. Passion burning. Love starts..
The blood, The sweat, The tears. The winning and losing. The passion or lust of succeeding. Uniting as one. The world. The team players. The individual heroes. This is the Olympic games..
Fat Fluffy Round And scruffy You're all the things that I find lovely. Stupid Cute Wild And mute But forever you'll be my beaut. Sleepy Lazy Dreamy And hazy When you wake you act so dazy.
Your like my saviour. The one I look up too, Regardless you're there, Yet all the times we go through.
Daisy daze, Summer breeze, Laying down, Knobbly knees. Softly whisper, Blazing sun, Tall grass, You I've won. Arms around me, Pull me in, Kiss me soft, Your heart I win..
The wind. A locked rattled cage, Trying to escape, With no air to breathe. The earth. Deeply rooted, Sad and disillusioned, Wanting what was hers. The fire.
Shades of dark, Shades of light, Pull me in, Hold me tight. Kiss me deep, Touch my skin, Forever more, I be your sin.
White lace brushing up against my skin, If I kiss you one last time would it be a sin. Your touch on my arms sends waves right through me, If you weren't here, who would I be.
To live, breathe and take in another atmosphere apart from your own. To have and to take it with both hands for being alone. The saxophone calls in the midnight hours.
Is it that the world is more beautiful, When your in it. The skies turn from blue to grey, And palms of our hands fit. It is just the ash falling from the cloud, And the darkness holds you in.
For @JamieGreen95 - - - - - Words can't even describe, The friendship that we share, It's like having an older brother, That always shows he cares.
I've never known you. I never shall Or will. You monster. You hit Scratch, Punch, the ones You say you love the most. You monster. She left you. And she left you again.
Twilight springs, Silence speaks, Dusty shelves, Love leaks. White sheets, Crushed bones, Dark eyes, Hitting stones. Touching Light, Drinks poured, Raining grey, Secrets afford.
Is it strange, that my head against your chest, Feels so natural to me. That your body feels as though it ought to fit mine. That our hands entwine and heart beats pulse.
Summer nights, Black tights, Humid heat, Car seats, Movie screens, Love beams, Boney finger, Secrets linger, Wishing well, Excuses yell, Broken hearts, Stitching parts..