24 November 2012
I feel it again. That helpless feeling when you realize that it's all over. I see the surface not far above me. I struggle and reach. No good. My goal is too far away. Further than I had hoped. Why couldn't I do it? I realized it was the hands. The hands that pushed me down every time I got closer to the surface. They would torment me endlessly. Why couldn't they just let me breathe, let me reach my goals. I break the surface. Gasp and suck up the oxygen that seems so precious now. Then, like before, I'm shoved under again. I may be underwater, but I feel the hot tears escape. I just want to breathe. I want to touch the surface again. All I want is to. All I want is. All I want All I All I Want.....
Let me breathe again.
Drowning • Opuss № I