13 April 2012
A strange thing happened at the start of the year
An epiphany happened-"live life without fear"
New years in alone asleep in the back
After nursing a bottle of gentleman jack
I had plans to be mobile and show more of my face
Spending more time with friends and not wasting away
And at the start it was good,got a party invite
To a 30th bash,should be a good night,
My housemate brought a mate over for the weekend,her name was Karen,and what a godsend!
It was the first time I seen her I thought that I knew
That god sent me an angel
It had to be true.
And that weekend the world fell away
It was just me and Karen just talking all day
And all night trading stories about cultural quirks
I'm thinking "holy shit! This just might work!"
The mind might be willing but the flesh was week,and In self defeat I went up to sleep,
The last day was here and I missed the boat
"I can't say how I feel,she has to go"
I hugged her goodbye with a kiss on the cheek
"was awesome to meet you,get home safe,you hear?"
And as me and my housemate walked away from her,it was a slow motion moment,a videotape blur,
My housemate enquired "you alright son?"
And there's me in the middle of Liverpool one.
Crying.
Hit by a brick wall.
Hit By A Brick Wall • Opuss № I