18 February 2013
Definition: (noun) A feeling of deep regret (usually for some misdeed).
Strength of my daughter isn't from my influence
Everything she has become from the upbringing from her mother,
Left her mum for another lover,
Forfeiting my parental role for an affair I allowed to commence - Regretting choosing lust over family security,
Every milestone I missed that she achieved I'm sorry,
Proud of the young woman she has become,
Really should have been there for her mother the help her through the tough times,
Only thing I gave her was nastiness for finding out about my affair,
Affair? Oh that ended six months after I walked out the slut ran off with someone else,
Childless lonely old man is what I have become,
Hate is what my daughter feels for me can't say I blame her.
Self-reproach • Opuss № I