16. Finding life, and waiting for life to find me.
Gets caught in your throat. Floods your mind. Corrupts your heart. Consumes your actions. Becomes you. But you aren't you... Are you. You're jealousy. We all have one. Don't let him corrupt you..
And as I dream my dreams, Breathe my breaths, I sleep the sleep, And die the death. Tis only a fantasy. A fantasy..
The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return..
You say I suck. Thanks. I get that a lot..
Headaches make my eyes hurt. I feel all groggy and my nose is pinched. I wish I could pull a there's thread in my brain I could pull to catch all the pain. Fuck..
Oh man oh man. I hate prom..
People find other's pain funny. People find beautifuls to be whores. People find disabilities to be frowned upon. People find me, They don't..
Maybe I'm insane, but I sometimes think people who stare at me and then talk to others might be talking about me. Putting things in the air to poison me. But they're just words right. Just words...
Happiness is a warm gun..
I look at him, and say to myself, "happiness, he is my happiness." my mother looks at him and says to herself," thats my little girls' love." my father looks at him and says to himself, " that dirty...