29 December 2012
So I know a girl
One of my best friends
Who has dug herself into a hole, trapped herself in a corner
And I used to have sympathy. I used to pretend to understand and try to empathise. But I can't do that anymore because I do understand.
I do understand now
The attention seeking
The self pity
The pleas for sympathy
And I'm not having any of it
You can bury yourself and cut off your ties and abandon your friendships
But do not be surprised when they abandon you
Because second best isn't good enough
Because I can see through your bullshit and your lies
And I can see you for what you really are and I don't like it
I don't care
Don't blame me for your mistakes
If you could get over yourself
If you could grow up enough to see that these problems are all in your own head
Realise your needless lies
Your ache for attention
The contempt in your imaginary arguments
Then maybe all your nightmares would stop becoming reality
And you could solve the situations you created yourself
I don't have time for you anymore
Opuss № I