27 October 2012
More than 2 years ago, I went to Singapore. Well, although it was not a nice trip at all, I had some good memories there. I was excited and upset at the same time. However, I've never regretted that I had come to Singapore because it was a place where I met Irish - a handsome English guy with blond hair and sexy blue eyes. Though I met and talked to him just for few minutes, my heart was melted by him. It felt like he and I had known each other for centuries and our room (we accidentally stayed in a same room because the hostel had no room left) was so bright and full of laughters. However, he had to go another place in the next morning. That was a tragedy to me... Well, having worried that I would forget his image and that fascinating feeling he brought to me, I at once wrote down a short note so here it goes: Dec 18, 2009 Oh god, what's wrong with me? I hardly know myself anymore because his images keep haunting me as if they were caged in my heart. Dear Irish, probably this time, you are at somewhere so far away .. Australia (he told me). Although, this is just our first met, you captivated me by your deep blue and mistery eyes. Since that time, I can not help my heart beating so loudly and strongly. How strange! Could it be ...love? No it may be just a temporary "crush" of a silly imature teenager girl. I do not erase you out of my heart and head. I want to keep it that way and feel the joy of thinking of you. I will miss you very much, your appearance, your voice and your smile... I had a dream and that was discovering the gorgeous world by traveling. Yet somehow it seems impossible to me and I no longer desire it. Then I met you, Irish, a man with opened mind and freedom. You have the same ambition to me. You however are stronger than me because you are willing to pursuit your dream. You showed me that there were many open doors to one's dream and the thing is you dare to follow it. Thank you! Thank you very much for giving the joy, hope and sorrow when you're gone.
I love you, stranger.
Irish • Opuss № I