31 October 2012
@ _jojo_390
I find it hard to remember you, the memories of a young child confusion, believing my innocence was the truth.
A father’s presence, a gentle word never known, but always missed were you aware of my insecurity or sure of my doubts?
I can remember my questions stabbed so cold they scored my life answers received so convincingly brainwashed daughter, father never cared.
A picture of you, and negatives in my memory from a photograph shown just the once developing a black and white image related our blood was entwined.
Self esteem, never known love was not an emotion shared years on, as I found my father reminiscing on the day that we met.
I needed to have my answers met in the first instance with you as I have matured into a woman and a mother now met, you are my father without a doubt.
I remember, all of my anticipation after years of not knowing who you were emotions and feelings overtaking the remembered lies.
I now have a face to the picture of a memory that once was not met to my father,I waited for so long to find you maturity reached, I am no longer that innocent child.
Lost Memories • Opuss № I