12 May 2012
It was at times difficult in dove gate. After beating up my sell mate, who was a head, I had his mates on my case. Sly vindictive fuckers, when I came back from my punishment, my cell had been robbed. I went down all the right channels and complained as my door should of been locked. These guys were all involved 7/8 them, they had also put in written statements saying I had sold my items for drugs, using the fact that i was a bit of a trader against me. My most precious item was my Panasonic power blaster. Which i would never off sold. If you needed something in prison, I'd have it, or would get it. Another mans junk, is another mans treasure. So I persued with a county court claim against the prison. This continued for over a year, which I did nt mind as you can claim £9 an hour for you're time. This was my first county court claim, to which is quite simple once you know how. Once I had sent all the revelant paperwork, Patricia Mitchell the governor, well we disliked each other. A powerful women who couldn't bend my will. Was addiment that I would loose my claim, turned from being a hundred quid to thousands. So one day I was a bit giddy, as they would have to produce me in court, and there's literally weeks left, I put up a good fight and was confident and even put bets on with officers who thought I did nt stand a chance. Talking £10/20 bets like. I didn't need to see there evidence, I had several statements also. So when I said to the governor "nearly time to go court, hope you're ready," she said what with the pile of statements I have on my desk saying you've sold them. And threw it back in her face, and said how's that going to compare with the statements off you're officers, which for a favour back, got one to write a statement. He was accused off sexual harassment from another officer who I used to pick up in a fire men's lift and run down the landing with. The one who I used to toy fight with and tickle very inappropiatly with? And her husband who would send in duty free tobacco for me. Off course Paul, I'll write you a statement. Not. Just sign here prick. So he won my case for me, not forgetting he denied for many months claiming he could not remember anythink when he went too my cell too pick up some bits. He could off saved a lot off aggro all round if he was just honest. He was put on bull shit dutys after that. I didn't except her first offer of a few hundred pounds to settle the case. No I'll make the bitch pay for her bullshit I had to put up with. I never accepted her second offer either but I did accept the third offer, I'm glad that dark miserable bitch was then sacked. Yeah off course I larded about the wing, bought all kinds, to which I would sell on again eventually. Except my stereo of course. And then I collected my depts in from the officers, I think they were really chuffed though. It was a lot if stress and hard work. Knew it though, always a weakness in a lie. The day before he was due to be released, the guy who stole my stereo, was expecting to come and have a drink with us. Darren W, from Leeds. You don't pad thieve. Well I knew I would get him back, so when he came into my cell, I used an Encona hot chilli sauce bottle, and now he was a big lad, and gave him the biggest hiding in his life. He certainly couldn't take what he used too dish out. The little bitch screemed, and tried pressing charges. Another tip, you have to fight, fight in your own cell. He's then classed as the aggressor. Funnily enough I never felt anything after doing this, just sad really. And off course I received no punishment cause the guy was an arsehole. I had made a very good friend in this time called Amanda. It was a free phone no: for legal advice. So over the years we became good friends. Always there ready to fire off a letter, or just to lend an ear. Being privaliged mail, it could not be opened, so we would send not exactly legal stuff to each other. Sadly she has recently been convicted of smuggling drugs into jail. Sadly now I have become addicted to prescription drugs, for the past several years I've had a constant supply of drugs, from staff, nurses & other cons. I had become clean after many years, and didn't want to leave prison as I came in, a druggie. My release date was coming up, I had a few arse hole pad mates, having sexual encounters on the wing, feelings I'd always tried to repress, Muslims kinda trying to convert inmates, and was offering the guys protection. Muslims hiding behind a religion. They Should never off committed a crime in the first place, and always the first to judge my sexuality. After many failed attempts to convert me, my sexuality was my saviour, and you have to receive something out of a religion to enjoy it. Which I was, a small bloody fortune. I had no regrets when after having a sexual encounter, with a Muslim who would openly object to my sexuality, would behind closed doors would I thought be dishonest. And fake. So how now they cannot stand and preach, what an abdominal person I am. I didn't do that out off anything but, bravery! They would openly show disgust towards me, and make a big point out off it. Well how that was returned with great amusement and relish. Yep I was wrong, I denied my sexuality for years believing that this was wrong, when in fact they were wrong, if someone's not willing to be honest, then I have nothing to learn from you. I was friends with spencer for years, never really taking notice of his distaste for gays, but it's a wonder when all big & loud saying I know your gay, just don't be coming in too me. No that's fine, I'll respect your wishes, but the same should also be said to you. And they are doing what they've asked me not too. What seems like fuckin one way traffic here. Recently fell out with a friend who I've openly fancied for years, messing with my feelings, so I made a point after the fourth or so time, to be making advantages towards me. In front of a couple of people. So I realise that as all my mates are straight " ", but with a beer, and behind closed doors it's alright. I don't think so im a person too. I suppose it is revengeful, to which I have no shame, but be wise with your knowledge, as within it there's power. Knowledge is power, so as long as I am not been made to feel like I had for years, for as I found my life made a whole lot harder by lies. I think because I struggled so with my sexuality, that I turned to crime, to compensate for my feelings of dishonesty, and inadaquesies.
Apart from the say 5/10 off police & prison officers, who are bad then I've found that in general that these are not bad people. And we all make mistakes, but in general, they have a job to do and if that's there best then that's good enough for me. No after being sectioned into the mental health, and in the two hospitals that I was unfortunate to reside. When the lies, we're often and I've never seen the like, how so called nurses, abuse there position of trust, and ooze dishonesty. My friend was called into the managers office, when I was in Ashworth high secure hospital, and told not to let, he mentioned my name, back tracked and said people get into your head. It was the cruelest nastiest places I've ever been in, I will always stand up for people who cannot do it for themselves. And yes would openly question there motives for what I believed and others who were capable off, there reasons for decisions that were not to be of benefit to anyone. For over just two hundred patients, and only 5 % actually only considered dangerous, is over 1400 hundred staff. With a budget of over 50 million pounds a year. If anyone is interested please google the report from the ex director, Blom Cooper. When I arrived in Ashworth from the medium secure unit guild lodge, where my human rights are discarded. And I have had since I was released a sincere apology from my Dr, and said in his opinion, he felt that I was mistreated. I am so concerned that treatment like this is being practised with no recourse for the patient. I promise you I know when I see manipulation & threats. Lies cover ups & thieves. My property could off only been stolen by staff. I believe that due to my openly questioning there shit, that's the reason I'm out now.
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