Ice Queen

(Not finished needs work)

She was the coldest woman he'd ever known,
A heart of stone continuous monotone and rough sex ,
Cold nights against cold sheets ,
alone.
no hugs or post coital kisses,
Just pulling on clothes and goodbyes and flirtatious disses,
But no plans for tomorrow and no calling her the " misses"
She misses that strong emotional connection and despite carefully crafting her wall of immaculate primed femininity/
Inside her lurks a vulnerable little girl who just lost her virginity/
To a snowman/
A cool cat baseball hat smooth skin and a quick tongue/
He mesmerised her with his words and so young she was sprung /
plucked her like unripened fruit/
Then broke loose inside her with no warning/
Cold tears rolled down her cheeks a quick fumble and her humble but inside she crumbled/
He spoke of a pill
'A pill ?' She said ,
He took her hand and reached for the clothes by the bed/
The waiting room was cold
The nurse was kind but brief a swig of water taken with the pill and she felt his hand release/
'Goodbye' he said,
He left her on the street she walked home alone instead.

Now the warmest hearts go unnoticed/
She wouldn't know an honest man if he slapped her in the face/
An ice queen..
Every compliment is just a ploy to do the things that they enjoy/
The most boring dates in nandos when really he just wants to go home and strip clothes/
Or does he?
And too scared to get too close /
Shes troubled by her past a heart filled with ghosts of liars and cheats/
Easier to talk to walls then to lie and speak/
Connect and eat/
She would rather get what she needs and leave...