2 August 2012
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Chapter 25: Jane I’m back “Jane?” Lucas said; his voice full of worry. My head throbbed; it was like I had just woken up with a hangover. “Lucas, is that you?” I breathed out the words as I opened my eyes. Dizzy, I thought “Yes Jane.” I sat up and remembered everything. “Oh my gosh, I remember. Lucas I… I’m so sorry. I…” I started to cry. Lucas pulled me into a hug and I clung to him so tightly. I didn’t ever want to let go. “Do have any idea how much that hurt?” His voice cracked. The pain in his voice was all I could take, so I pulled away. “I know, I couldn’t stop. It was like it wasn’t me. I’m so sorry. I can’t say how sorry I am-” He kissed me. I kissed him back until I had to gasp for air. “I love you” “Jane, I love you too. “ “I’m sorry” I looked down at my hands. He grabbed me and pulled me into another hug. The heat of his body made me feel comfortable but then he pulled away. “You know what” he said, smiling. “What?” I asked. What could possibly make him smile when I had done something so terrible? “It was worth it just to see you again” I blushed. “Thank you. I would have done it to save you” I whispered. “I know you would” Then I realised something major. “Oh my gosh. What are we going to do? I know he can read my mind and I know things now. I-” He cut me off. “Act as if you still don’t know me; then he has no reason to look into your mind” Lucas replied. I knew it would kill Lucas to see me with Lucifer so I made a decision. “How long do we have until he comes back?” “About half an hour” He said sighing “Let’s get out of here” Lucas and I got up from the bed and walked out of the room. Was it really this simple? Could I have the rest of my life with Lucas? Could I get married to him? Have children? “Yes” he whispered. Tears of joy jumped off my face. We carried on talking as we walked “Lucas, if we see him again I’ll have to kiss him. He needs to think I want him and not you.” Lucas nodded “But Lucas I really do want you.” “I know and I love you too, but remember that I love you” his voice was soft “I won’t ever forget it” I promised, Tears fell from his face “I mean It Lucas. I love you and I will always love you. Before-” I stopped and sighed “He made me think I loved him but I don’t. He changed my love for you into love for him. I want you Lucas I don’t want him. And if I had to choose between death and being with him, let me tell you I would have chosen death.” Lucas took me by the hands and kissed me. I pulled him closer, I needed him. My life would never be complete without him, he was my world. “You should have let me die Jane” He whispered. What? “W… W… What?” I stammered. Did he not want me? “You should have chosen to stay on earth without me. You hate him and I would have preferred it if you would have put your life before mine” No way was that going to happen, I loved him. “He would have taken me anyway” I argued. “He couldn’t. It was freewill.” Tears rolled don’t my cheeks. I couldn’t have let Lucas just die there. “Lucas. I would never have chosen to let you die. If I could repeat that a thousand times I would have let you live” My voice was calm, yet sad. His green eyes sparkled in the light. “I know” We carried on walking hand in hand, until we reached a door. I’d never seen it before so it had to be a good sign. Right? I pushed open the door…
AN ANGEL IN HELL. CHAPTER 25 • Opuss № I