4 February 2013
~Beck's POV~
He wanted me to live with him? How could I refuse! It's a way to escape the horrible beating of my badly protective parents. I couldn't say no! "Sure, thanks! But are you sure there is enough room? I won't be in the way or anything?" He wrapped an arm around me. "Of course not, we'll look after you, you don't deserve parents like that." He went over and discussed it all with the other lads I suppose and it looked like he asked their manager as well. I'm guessing her name was Jayne? I've heard a bit about the band. But I don't know much. "They all say it's fine." He stated walking over to me and smiling. I smiled back. "There is one thing though..." I bit my lip "What?" "I'll have to grab my clothes tomorrow pack them and then sneak out at night." I wrote my address on a piece of paper I had stuffed into my back pocket and have it to Nathan. "Meet me there at midnight." I stated quickly before I was pulled away.
~MIDNIGHT~
I looked down at my packed bags and then wrote a note and left it on the kitchen counter top, I read it over and over in my head; 'Dear Mum and Dad, also known as the people who hate me and have caused my life hell. I'm writing this note because I'm moving out to live with my new friends far away from here in London. I can't stand the way you are with me, I'm respect you both have ADHD and sometimes can't control yourself but I just feel like you don't love me and never have wanted me so I'm moving out away from here where I won't be punished for no reason or punched or screamed at, here I feel all that, when I am gone I know I am going to feel loved and protected, like a normal teenager should feel, they may not be my parents and you are but a normal girl should never feel petrified by their own parents and I just can't cope with the way I'm being treated. I hope you feel differently by now, but that won't mean I'm going to come running back to you. I'm NEVER coming back.' I underlined never, I stared down at it again tears in my eyes before jumping out my window and landing on the branch of the back door trees behind it, I could see the boys and I waved careful not to fall. I jumped to the ground my suitcase fell on the ground with a clunk. I ran over to the boys and jumped in their arms. I had to whisper though. We were right outside my parents window. Any noise I'll be grounded and the worst beaten I've ever felt. "Thanks for helping me guys! It means so much." I hugged them all once again as we got into the van and drove away. Once we was out of the neighbourhood we could talk more loudly. "So, how old are you guys? I'm fifteen, so young I know." I chuckled and gasped. "What is it?" Max stated gingerly. "Sorry, it's just I've never heard my self laugh before, I've never been able to laugh. No ones made me laugh. Not even myself!" "Well your laugh is beautiful." Nathan hugged me and I hugged back. I was so happy to be here. I felt so many more HAPPY emotions that I'd never even known existed. My life truly has changed.
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