6 November 2012
Me and Ebs have fallen out and it's bad.. So bad I'm doubting ever repairing our friendship. Doubting that'll we'll ever have civility between us. Doubting that'll we'll ever smile at each other again. It's the most pathetic thing to fall out over, but apparently I've been disloyal and deceptive.
Ebony-Willow has a boyfriend called Chase who is a very good friend of mine and when they first started dating we made a pact that we wouldn't let him get in the way of our friendship but clearly that pact meant nothing to Ebs. She's got this nagging thought in her head that me and Chase are too close for comfort and it's denting their relationship but if anything me and Chase have drifted apart since they started dating. I feel so helpless because nothing has ever happen between me and Chase and never will - we've completely 'friend zoned' each there for the sake of Ebs!
She can't understand the fact that Chase can date her and still have friends that are female. I think Ebs just craves his attention and wants to have him all to herself. I'm so shocked at how this has ended, how Ebs reacted..
It started today at school, me and Chase hugged each other and I didn't hear the end of it. 'For God sake Velvet, why are you hugging my boyfriend?' 'Are you sure that you're just friends?' 'Do you want my boyfriend or something?' It was ridiculous and finally I cracked. I ranted about how pathetic it was that she's think such a thing and it escalated. All day we argued pointlessly with no end in sight and now we're not talking and there is no end in sight for our mutual silence.
I just want my best friend back, loosing her because of a pointless drama is childish and I'd hate to loose such an important person in my life. Any advice? It'd really help me..
Velvet x x
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