28 July 2012
Yayyy celebrate! It's my 100th Opuss! *blows party horn* ...Well in reality I'm not jumping up and down, celebrating, I'm just lying in bed, alone, and in the dark. Hehe ;) And I swear to god I'm not masturbating either. I'm too sad to do anything but blog. Again. I wanted to make my 100th Opuss super awesome but it looks like it's going to be another blog post about something that is bothering me. Blah. I've been writing too many blogs. Oh fucking well.
I'm at the beach right now. I've been here for this whole week and I'm leaving next Saturday. My best friend was supposed to be coming down with her family tomorrow for a week, but as of tonight she decided to not come with them and to visit her older sister instead. I'm disappointed because we were gonna hang out and stare at cute boys and go dancing and all this fun stuff but she bailed on me. I know I'm making this situation about me when it shouldn't be...because she suddenly changed her mind the night before she was supposed to come down...but I still can't help but feel...blown off. She texted me like: hey, I'm not coming down the shore. And I acted all indifferent but tomorrow I'm going to say something to her because I'm tired of hiding my emotions and writing about them instead of being like: yo, bitch, I'm upset because of....whatever. I'm not very good at talking about my emotions. But who is? They're messy and wet with tears and ugh. So my 101th Opuss will hopefully be completely and utterly radical with news like: we talked! And then I'll include...lyrics to a rap that I'll make up. Yeah dawg. I make up raps. Because they're sexier than poems. Boom.
Ok well here's a thanks to all of my first followers and to all of my new ones and to the random people that like my posts! Keep it real! Lol I sound like such a douche. Again: oh fucking well
Peace out! :3
100th Opuss!!! • Opuss № I