14 January 2013
My hair did not survive the video chat.
Initially my hair looked good, but I kept playing with it because I was so nervous...so goddam nervous.
I made a flipping ass of myself. And he could actually see me squirm because we were video chatting. God he just sat there staring at me and trying to get me to relax...needless to say I wanted to die. My hair looked bad and he was so cute and calm and I wanted to die.
I have no idea what I'm going to do when I meet him.
Ugh but he was so cute. He's sick and so he was sipping tea...he made goofy faces to try to get me to relax...then I flipped him off.
He called me cute. More times than I care to say. I looked like such a nerd. I acted like such an ass...
God I....I don't even know anymore.
But as far as I'm concerned, he still likes me. Although I'm stupid sometimes.
But I really like him...ugh I like him.
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