1 January 2013
I hate New Years. It is the stupidest holiday, if one can even consider it a holiday. Everybody waits for that first second of the new year, and then it's over...The day becomes just another day.
I'm more bitter than usual on New Years this year though...I got a cold on New Year's Eve and I feel like shit. And the guy I wanted to kiss at midnight is an hour away, drunk, surrounded by willing girls. Well he was surrounded by willing girls he's probably asleep right now. And things with my friends are still weird...if I'm not too sick to go to school tomorrow I'll have to face them. But that's just what's bothering me now. I'm mostly dreading this year because it's a crucial year in my academic career and I need to focus. It's stressful though. All I was able to think about when the ball dropped and people kissed and toasted was that I have a lot of studying ahead of me...a lot of lonely hours studying. I'm just bitching though. Bitching doesn't get me anywhere it just makes me more depressed.
I hope that you have a lovely year this year.
Happy Fucking New Year • Opuss № I