5 January 2013
So I took the advice of the lovely Opussians and things are...really good. Really, really good.
I texted him in the morning, like he asked, and I asked him what he was thinking, like you all suggested, and he sent me back a long text message. At the end of it he...damn he's so cute! But he was like: I remember you said on the phone that you think that I like you, and I don't remember if I said anything. But I do like you.
Ugh man...I got all giddy after that message.
But anyway, we're just going with the flow...I mean we're not rushing into anything. He said he's up to try dating once we meet but I don't think it'll be a good idea...the other day I freaked out and was rash when I asked but before that, when I first started talking to him, I wasn't so sure that dating would be a good idea. Having a girlfriend that lives an hour away and that you can only see a few times a month becomes an expensive burden with traveling and everything.
But last night...he texted me at like one in the morning. I was up writing, and we texted for about two hours.
It's kind of interesting that as I get to know him more, I am learning that we have a lot of similar...feelings about certain things or...we just have a lot in common. It's really nice to talk to someone that can relate to you. I find that some of my friends are so not relatable anymore because they're so consumed in their depression. (My two best friends struggle with depression...they're on medication and they are not who they used to be yknw?)
Anywho, I didn't freak him out when I called him about dating or anything. He is a really brave guy. If some guy called me the way I called him I would have been so terrified.
Thank you all for your love <33
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