4 December 2012
I feel so...distant from my best friend lately. In part because she got her phone taken away and hasn't gotten it back since like...over a month ago. That means no more random calls to talk. That means I don't talk very much.
I think I bring this loneliness on myself.
Today one girl that I know had a plate of cookies. She took of the plastic wrap and everyone immediately stuck their hand in, taking a cookie, and leaving me with nothing. Everyone had a cookie but me. One girl noticed that I was cookie-less and offered me half of her cookie. I declined. But my point is...maybe I'm too...like I am so convinced that many people don't like me. I didn't think that that girl liked me, but then she offered me half of her cookie. Idk. It's confusing. Because then one girl that I consider to be my friend doesn't really act like she wants to be around me. She kinda ignores me and her mixed signals are confusing... Girls are confusing. I miss my best friend.
Missing Missed Calls • Opuss № I