28 February 2013
I am a man-izer! I get around!
Ha, no, I don't. I just like to think I'm a big player. But I'm very bad at playing games.
There are two other guys that I'm talking to that I failed to mention. That makes four guys. These other two guys I only message online though. So far anyway.
Guy A and I have a 90% match! We message every day but only once a day. It's lucky if he messages me twice. Because of this, we have never surpassed the "how are you?" discussion. It's pretty sad.
Then there's Guy B. He's more promising. He responds very quickly, he's pretty funny, and he's the only guy that I've talked to for longer than an hour that goes to college. (I was talking to a another college guy before for an hour but he ran away scared upon finding out that I was 17, whoops.) On the other hand, Guy B appears to be a party animal. More of a party animal than the people that I've spoken to that don't attend college. And he has a motorcycle.
I don't know if I'm ready for that "Bad Boy" stage yet lol
I started texting the 19 year old Puerto Rican this morning. He's a sweetheart but he uses excessive emoticons. And for the few days that I've been talking to him he doesn't really joke around too much. Maybe he still needs to warm up? He thinks I'm a riot though so all isn't lost.
The Mexican guy that I text once in awhile kinda pisses me off. He's sweet but I feel like he doesn't always read my messages it's annoying.
I've been thinking about Marek lately but not in a pining sense for once.
The other day my Mexican friend was like: go to college (or university for the English folk) in NYC so we can hang out!
Marek had said the same thing. He thought we'd be friends for a long time.
I reread the last few messages that Marek sent me on OkCupid and he was all: we should just stop talking and meet and make friends in the places that we are.
Then I said something and he said: I don't know man, I'm all confused I've been rethinking things lately.
If I saw Marek now, I would tell him that he's a complete idiot. First of all, why can't we even be friends? We don't have to talk all the time but the more friends, the merrier! Being friends isn't a big commitment or a huge deal either! I would just text him when I'm in the city and if he wanted to or if could, he could come hang out with me for a bit. I personally don't think it was necessary to just stop talking altogether, we had fun talking to each other. But anyway...
Now that I'm not so emotional about him, I realized that Marek is...he doesn't know what he wants in his life.
He wanted to become a firefighter but he has to take EMT classes and he's reconsidering that. He doesn't want to go to college either. He's working a dead-end job late at night and during the day he just bums around or sleeps or works out or goes out with friends.
Considering how uncertain he is about everything in his life, except the fact that he wants love, I'm not surprised that he changed his mind about the distance not bothering him.
But yeah...I'm going to the mall tomorrow with a few friends. I'm going to wear something slutty and get a new slutty outfit and hit on guys and girls...or pretend to hit on guys and girls. I get too nervous and shy and...I shall just parade around the mall sluttily and not talk to anyone that I don't know. But I can check off the "go to the mall with new friends and buy a slutty outfit" off of my list for happiness and self-fulfillment.
Yeah, I know I have a weird list.
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